Tough love

Chapter 55

Raine's POV

*one month later*

"You ready?" Damarrius asked me.

"Y-Yeah" I said taking a deep breath.

I know I told my brother and mother that I would wait till I was older to have sex but i trust Damarrius. And he's been asking me for the longest and I felt like I'm being a bad girlfriend if I don't let him.

I want him to be my first.

He slightly smiled and started at my neck and made his way to my lips.

We were at his house, his mom was gone and my mom was at work.

Maybe I shouldn't go through with this.
What if I get pregnant? Pregnant with twins?

No, he'll wear a condom.

Wait, I don't even know if I'm really ready.

Yes I am, I think.

Damarrius kissed down my stomach to the top of my leggings.

He started to pull them down but I stopped him.

"I-I don't think I'm ready." I whispered.

"Of course you are baby. Just let me." He said pullin them down more but I pushed him off me.

"I said I'm not ready!" I replied getting off his bed.

He chuckled, something he does when he's mad.

"So you gon tease a nigga like that? Huh?" He asked with his jaw clenched. He walked closer to me.

I backed up.

"Im not ready." I mumbled.

He chuckled again. "Well I am. You either gon let me or Ima force you" he said coming closer.

I backed up into the wall.

He hovered over me on the wall.

"Your choice" he said.

I kneed him where the sun don't shine and made a run for the door. I didn't make it there fast enough because Damarrius pulled me back then swung me on the bed.

I screamed at the top of my lungs "get off me! Get off me! Get the fuck off me!!"

He pinned my arms down and kissed on my neck.

I screamed louder.

He hurried to get my pants off but I kicked him in the face as hard as I could.

I grabbed my bag by the door and ran out his house as fast as I could.

"Oh my God" i mumbled to myself. I can't believe I was about to get raped.
I can't believe I was actually thinking of letting him take my virginity. I'm only 13.

I ran home as quickly as I could, no stopping.

Once I reached home I opened the door with my key, locked it and ran into my room.

I sat on my bed and cried. I'm so stupid.

What if he comes after me? He already knows where I live.

I needa go somewhere, to someone's house until my mom gets off work.

I can't stay here by myself.

"Hello?" He answered.

"Hey kev, can you please come pick me up? I'm at home." I said

"Yeah ight, you good?"

"Y-Yeah I'm fine but can you please hurry? I don't wanna be here by myself." I said

"Yeah I'll be there in 5. "

"Ok, thanks".

"You good lil sis."

We hung up and I took a deep breath.

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"Thanks for picking me up." I said to Kevin as I got in his car.

"You good and what happened? You sounded scared as shit on da phone" he said.

"Um, N-Nothing. I just don't like being alone." I lied.
I know if Kevin or rj ever found out I almost had sex they would kill that person.

"Stop lying, you know you can tell me anything." He said

Should I? Damarrius would get his ass beat but Kevin would do much more than just beat him. I mean, he did try and rape me. Ion know.

"It's nothing" I said.

He looked over at me to see if I was lying then looked back at the rode.

"Yeah, ight" he said.

I looked out the window for the rest of the ride.

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A lil sum sum.

Raine on this slide.