𝙹𝚒𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜 ☼☽

𝐓𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬

Jh: what ? You know why anyways
He cover his mouth

Sc: so it's like what you told me years ago ?
Jeonghan nod

Sc: why didn't you told him ? Why waiting like.....8 years ?????you're crazy, if I'm being honest I waited for Channie to be major and then I ask him out, I would have died to have wait this much like you
Jh: I im scared, like he might not want to ?
Sc: he doesn't seems that bad ? We know him since years and he's so kind, he'll listen and accept I'm sure
Jh: really ????
Sc: ofc, but tell me really was it only the reason ? Because it's weird that this is the only one ?

Jh: ab....I was also hum yk jealous
Sc: why ?
Jh: Dk or seungkwan, they've been close to hum since years and since some weeks mostly
Sc: hum yk that hum dk and seungkwan are taken ?
Jh: Ik, but I can't help it, and I also felt like he was untouchable like I couldn't reach him, its relate to the first reason but this plus the jealousy where a plus to it

Sc: hmm don't let these get over you, believe in yourself and go talk to him. I'm sure he is sad that you don't talk to him
Js: I I know he always tried to talk to me, and be friendly but I always ignore or push him away, I really feel bad for it
Sc: I'm being honest I don't think he will understand much, but he'll forgive you if you're being sincere
Jeonghan nod and thank scoups

Sc: oh before I forget, stop being a coward, like do it you have one life, live it, it's not with but and if, that'll you'll be happy, we both know who can be and who is your happiness
Jeonghan nod and smile softly to his hyung

He finish packing his bag and join scoups and Dino out and both went into their van

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All the members were eating and were laughing and talking while out of all 13 one was quiet

Joshua just played with his food and ate slowly

He then whisper to scoups something and he nod to him

He so stood up and went to put his plate in the dishwasher and went to his room

Sk: hum ? Why did he leave ???
Sc: he's tired
Sk: aww poor shua hyung
Scoups look at jeonghan and hit him with his foot

Jeonghan look at him slightly hurt and got what he meant by how scoups point with his eyes Joshua's room

Jeonghan went to put his plate as well and went to knock on Joshua's door

Sk: the hell.....
Scoups shush him

Sc: no comments let them be
Dino then whisper

D: he will ?
Sc: if he is not being coward then yes
All chuckle silently and look at jeonghan who just have knock

He then look at scoups while other members focus on their food and jeonghan shook his head

Scoups told him to enter even tho he didn't have any response jeonghan took a deep breath and enter

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Jeonghan enter the room and saw Joshua on his bed facing the wall

He was wearing his earphones maybe that's why he didn't hear him knocking

He was going to jun when his foot hit a paper on the floor

He pick it up and was about to throw it away when he read a word « Hannie »

He remember it's his nickname and unfold the paper

He then read it and felt bad and hurts by what he read. On it was written all the thing Joshua felt about jeonghan and how much he wanted to be his friend and maybe more, but he said he knew it'll never happen