Lost Star~Ateez OT8

Dishonest Moon

Broken Hearts

Rhea POV
Hongjoong laid on his back, my head resting on his chest, I can hear his heart beating, can I stay like this forever? I draped my arm across his body, snuggling into him closer, his arms wrapping around me, my eyelids began to get heavy again and I fell asleep almost instantly

| Nightmare: I stood there frozen and terrified. I can see him coming towards me but my feet won’t move. Looking behind me and to the sides, I was about to be surrounded by a group of guys dressed in black wearing sunglasses and a half skeleton face mask made of material. They’re going to take me and I can’t get my feet to move. My body won’t listen to the signals my brain is sending out. I looked down at my body, wearing a crop top and I saw my wound, and there was blood gushing from it soaking my pants and splattering on the ground. I looked back up and the distance was closed, my arms forced behind my back, my hair yanked back very harshly exposing my throat. I can feel it, the flat end of a cold blade, turning around and pressing it against my throat, I can feel the serrated teeth about to drag across my skin |
I woke up screaming, jolting upright in bed to feel several hands against me, and seven pairs of worried eyes. What the fuck was that. I feel so scared right now. Tears streaming down my face, I started hyperventilating, my body violently shaking, black spots dancing across my vision
Jongho cupped my face in his hands and counted to ten, keeping his hands there until my breathing returned to normal and giving me a kiss on the tip of my nose. But the tears kept falling from my eyes. I can feel the curiosity radiating from their bodies.
I took a deep breath and told them about my nightmare.
*I’m sorry angel, just breathe, you’re safe now. You’re with us* - Seonghwa
Gently taking my hand in his and kissing my hand. God that was such a fucked up nightmare. Without thinking about it my hand started tracing over my scar over and over again
*Please tell me how this wound happened to me, it’s been driving me crazy*
With very sad eyes Yunho had explained to me about them taking me to the bank and how I got shot where my scar is, and I felt confused because that wound is definitely not a bullet wound. He continued to say that I had gone with them to their last show in America and I was trying to leave and almost got kidnapped, and in the process, a knife had been driven into the bullet wound and dragged downward.
Well I’m glad I at least don’t remember that happening. It sounds so fucked up. I stayed quiet and gave them all a smile and told them it was okay
All seven of them cuddled closer to me, Hongjoongs bed didn’t have an empty space on it. How can they be this way towards me. How did I get so lucky to have Ateez as my boyfriend’s. I looked at them and realized that Wooyoung isn’t in here
*Did Wooyoung go out or something? How come he’s not in here too?*
Silence. Tension. Anger
*Don’t worry angel, just relax, he’s probably just at the gym okay* - Seonghwa
My cheeks blushed. I’m not used to hearing cute names like this, I’ve never been called anything like it from a boyfriend before. I’ll have to get used to it I guess. But I am worried about Wooyoung. If he’s my boyfriend too, I thought he would’ve been in here too.
Footsteps coming up the stairs and he appeared in the doorway holding a plate of food and a glass of water
*I made you lunch, I hope you like it* - Wooyoung
But something made me hesitate. I started getting a gut feeling. The pain in my chest, is like a knife being dragged into me. Flashes in my head, Wooyoung looking at me with a weird look on his face and his eyes watering up
The fuck. I’m just going to keep this one to myself for now because that really doesn’t make any sense.
*Thank you Wooyoung, you didn’t have to though. If one of you carry me to the kitchen I can make myself something to eat. I feel bad for you all taking care of me like this. I’m not worth it…*
*I wanted to, I’ll do anything for you” – Wooyoung, walking closer to me and placing the food in my lap, and setting the glass down on the nightstand.
The rest of them all talking at once saying they wanted to take care of me, they’ll gladly do whatever they can for me, anything to see me smile. My eyes bulging from my head, my cheeks heated up and I just quietly said okay and looked down at the food he brought me. A grilled cheese sandwich in the shape of a heart and a bowl of soup. How adorable
They all quietly got up from the bed saying they would let me eat, and that they were going to go eat something too
And I was left alone again. I couldn’t hold it in any longer as tears streamed down my face while I tried to eat my food. Why is this pain in my chest like this, why does my heart hurt when I look into his eyes. I finished the whole thing and slammed my water. Setting the dishes down on the nightstand, I wiped my face hoping my eyes weren’t puffy. I heard a buzz coming from inside the drawer in the nightstand. I opened it up and saw my phone, when did he put this in there. I picked it up, the screen lighting up and I saw that I had several messages from Callie. I ignored it and just went straight to calling her
*Hey Rhea how are you feeling today babe?*
*Callie it hurts. It feels like a knife being dragged in my chest and I can’t stop crying. My heart hurts when I look into his eyes* turning into a blubbering mess
*Rhea who are you talking about? Just try to breathe okay*
*Wooyoung*
Silence from her end for a couple minutes
*Rhea it’s going to be okay, just try to breathe, this will pass and I’m here okay. I’m right here*
My breathing returned to normal and I wiped my face, taking a deep breath feeling the air expanding my lungs
*Okay. I’m not going to worry about it. I just feel so stressed out. I had a really fucked up nightmare and they told me that I was shot and also stabbed at one point. Before you freak, they only told me because that’s what part of my nightmare was about. And they’ve been bringing me food and packing me around. Callie I feel so bad*
*Aw babe, yes that did happen to you. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you myself. But I guess it’s good they told you. It would’ve come up again at one point or another. And don’t worry about it. Those guys care about you more then anything. And I’ll tell you this. Rhea they are so unbelievably whipped for you. You have them all wrapped around your fingers. It’s okay, just let them take care of you, it made you happy before too*
*I believe you. Thanks Callie. I’m gonna go now, I think I’m going to try to get some more sleep*
*Talk soon babe*

-Call ended-

I laid down getting comfy in Hongjoongs bed, hearing them running up the stairs and bursting into the room making me shoot back up from laying down. I started laughing seeing them panting and taking their positions again on the bed. Everyone except for Wooyoung.