xvi - Friendships

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I was 6

She threw a rock at my face

I have a scar to remind me

Even the best people you meet

Can crush you into a million pieces.

It seemed insignificant

How I adored her

But she never returned the love

And that set the tone

For all the friendships

That were to come.

At 21 the string persists

Me on one side

The people I cared too much for

On the other

I wish it would dissolve

I wish my empathetic self would drown

I fought and I fight

Only to have my hands tied in the end

By unwanted emotions

Towards people

Who do not recall me

Or my face

Or the red of my eyes when i cry

Because of them.


*Written on May 28th 2018*

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