Deadly Love

Chapter 1 :: Him

Should i love??..

I feel shattered...

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Another girl?..

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Is that what men uses to satisfy themselves?...

I did everything for...

Nate...

"I loved you Nate..."

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"Yvonne.. You were worthless, making me feel like as if i didnt matter. So stop fucking acting like you're the victim here." Nate said..

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Tears starts gushing down my eyes as he left those heavy words..

"How?.. I-.. I gave you-.. I gave you everything..." as i held his arm.

"Everything?? You couldn't even become like Dheserie. You couldn't be like her, gorgeous, hot, and intelligent with control over her emotions. And yet you still say you gave me everything?? Shut the fuck up because if you're trying to gaslight me here, then it won't work. " Nate said with an annoyed, angry tone.

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I was speechless..

How can i be somebody im not?..

"You.. How the fuck... Can you say that?..." Tears was still running down my eyes til my emotions shifted.

I wasn't feeling devastated anymore.

All the hate, all the fury, all the time i want to hurt him.

It was all i could think of..

HE'S A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

"I loved you when you couldn't be perfect. I loved you even if you made mistakes. I LOVED you, even if everybody hated.. Even if it ruined my image.. And.. This is how you treat me?.." I said as my tone and emotions slowly shifted to being angry.

Nate smirked and giggled.

"Did i asked you to do all that?"

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What the fuck...

He...

"Okay.. Goodbye Nate... Hopefully you regret by how much you lost.." i said as i left.

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All my effort..

All my sacrifices..

All the time wasted..

All of the hate taken..

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All was for nothing...

Just because of a guy, my life got ruined...

Emotionally unstable.

Everybody hates me.

And my personality changed..

All rushed down to me as we broke up.

And after that..

I swore to myself, that i'll make it better, to how good it used to be...

(1 year later)

It was just a normal day in College, i was walking around at break time with my friends, nag hahanap ng magagawa until i accidentally bumped into someone. I was an average girl and a little clumsy but had a mad attitude so nainis ako. Then i looked back and saw that it was a tall handsome guy! My heart beated so fast! Sobrang kinilig ako dahil sobrang pogi nya! like di ko matanggal mata ko sakanya kase parang sya na talaga yung dream guy ko! My annoyed face turned into a blush in an instant. I was about to calm down pero bigla nya akong nginitian at sinabi.