Chapter 1
BUZZ* BUZZ*
i woke up to my friend calling me.
'WHAT' i say annoyed, who calls someone at 11:45 am when were on summer break?
Yea my grazy friend, Gaby.
'WE ARE GOING TO A PARTY' Gaby yells.
'what?' i say confused.
'we are you going to a party, you havent done something fun for a year' she says.
1 year ago my dad got murderd by a gang, i knew my dad was in some bad shit but nothing could have prepared me for his death,.
I miss him to death and i every day regret not having a good relationship with him.
My mom hasnt really talked to me about it, my parents divorced when i was 3, my dad cheated.
My mom is on meds and the only time we talk is when i need to pick them up from the Pharmacy.
Oh yeah, i am Jasmin i am 16 years old and
i love the colors White and purple together,food, romantic movies, the idea of being in love.
i hate love, my mom, the color orange, boys and everything else that makes me want to kill myself.
'sure ill go' i say back as i get up.
'YAY' she says.
' okay ill come over, i will chill at your house and after we will get ready for the party' she says.
'see you' i say as i hang up.
i was really happy i had a good friend like Gaby, she is the sweetest and always tries to help me.
I get up to take a shower, i putted my hair up in a bun.
I took a long shower, i putted on some sweatpanths and a croptop.
Oh yeah something else i love, long showers.
I brushed my teeth and I putted on some parfum.
I put on some moisturizer as Gaby storms in my room.
'HEYYY' she says as she hugs me.
I smile at her as i hug her back.
She had a track suit on with flipflops she had pink Acrylics, i fucking love them.
'ur my mom let me in' she says laughing.
'ohh' i say with a grin.
'there are so many hot guys going to the party' she says excited.
'sure' i say as i roll my eyes
She opened up her bag as she starts eating chips, i putted on 'outer bank' on the tv on my wall.
We talked about all the cute boys attending the party, no body stuck out to me.
I never really liked anyone, my dad would never let me go out and now that he is dead i dont wanna go out.
We went trough some of their instagram profiles.
'ur kissing kio' Gaby says.
'no i am not?' i say laughing.
'what? He is super cute' Gaby says with a grin.
'he is okay, they are all okay' i say as i push her away.
'you are gonna kiss kio' Gaby says again.
'no i am not' i say as i get up.
She sighs laughing as she Scrolls further on the guests list.
