AUTUMN/Bbangsaz (NJ FF SERIES 1)

chapter eight

"I-im so sorry i can't help it Honey... I just love you now,and there's nothing hurts more than i can't get what i can't have" her chest hurt like someone had squeeze it with its bare hands the pain is evident in minji's voice and she hates the way she says those words.

"Minji... Do you think we can go against the engagement?" She asks she herself wants the engagement to be finally forgotten. She didn't know but one thing is clear for Minji... It's all for Minji.

"We can... We always can" Minji bumble she can still feel her soft breathing at the skin of her neck gave her goosebumps

"If i gave you my heart will you not break it?" She asks once again don't know if she's scared or just hesitating

"You can break mine but i will never ever break yours... I never feel this so please put your trust on me" she did, she already did.

I wonder if i let you slip away now i will find someone who can love me like you.

"Lets take a risk?" Its more like a statement than a question she felt Minji's weight lift from her shoulders and look at her

"Are you serious?" She asks and she gave a simple nods

"You're the only one who make me see the light again... The light in form of lovely human like you... " she mumble lowly Minji chuckle and kiss her forehead

"So you're my girlfriend now?" Minji asks without hesitation she gave a nods and a grin she felt those warm arms that wrap around her and Minji's face is back at the crook of her neck

"You made my day" Minji mumble

"You just made my life" she responded

Minji can't understand how happy she was right now, no words can ever explain the feeling of being with Hanni and finally getting someone she like, love or whatever feelings it is. She'll do everything to go against Soobin and his little fibs she'll do everything just to have Hanni in all ways.

"Now take a sleep baby because you have to go some check up for the next days" she mumbled that makes Hanni tilts her head in confusion

"What do you mean?" Hanni asks

"We just need to do some checkings for complications and you'll have a cornea transplant after making sure everything is safe" she said with a smile the thoughts of How Hanni will react once she saw her face completely got Minji lose her mind because she's afraid

What if i didn't meet her expectations?

What if im not beautiful enough for her?

God...

She was stratled when she heard some sniffs from the brunette who is now covering her face with her two hands she remove them and wipe her tears and tried to soothe her sobs "why are you crying baby?" She asks

"Im so happy... " Hanni said and she's so cute when she look at her with those puppy eyes

"Hanni kiyowo" she suddenly said and that make Hanni smack her chest and blushed

"Stop saying weird things" she just laughed she will never ever get tired of saying 'weird things' if that even mean seeing Hanni blush like this

"Hanni... Pham Hanni" she called her "i love you" she said and Hanni gave a wry smile and push herself more close to her body and burrying her face to her chest

"I love you too Minji-ahh" they gave a warm smile and suddenly Hanni felt her eyelids go heavy she heard her hum some tune that soothes Hanni to sleep Minji really find it adorable she lean down and gave her girlfriend a kiss on its forehead as she slowly drifting off at her dream land and before she totally drifted off she hear her say "i love you" and a cute snore echo in her ears