Nothins gonna change my world

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Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to me loved and cared for endlessly. You dear reader probably care more abt me than anyone! Especially myself lmfao.

Sometimes I wonder though. Someone who cares. It would feel like someone caressing my soul. The innermost part of my mind reassuring all those uninsured parts. Telling me and letting me know I'm worth living. I'm loved.

I just want that at this point. I can barely remember anything I'm a hot mess I j want to be okay I want to be cared for and loved I wish I didn't have to imagine someone being there for me I wish someone was, I hate this life. I hate living. There's no point.