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So hydros, my loves. They are also knowm as Vicodin buttttt like saying Vicodin makes me look like I'm like addicted or sum. I j love the warmth and euphoria of it all. Think of the love child of everclear and Xanax but w out bein gone. Like I'm floating. But anyway i like to take them at school. Especially in the morning so the peak hits in history and it's like a warm buzzing bee noise but like irl lol.

However I'm SUPPOSED to eat before taking them. I always have up until like yesterday. Welll I ate, one of the go to squeezes but that.. was not enough.

So I met w my friend who gave me a monster and he was supposed to bring me a doughnut but didn't get to. So I took it anyway. It kicked in at the end of history. Harder than usual and I got dizzy. I was like tweakin and itching my face (it makes my face itch) n shit 😭 how fucking embarrassing. Then I got wildly nauseous.

Now while I love substances here's the deal. I hate puking more than I like substances. So as soon as sum makes me puke I'm like done w it. Thankfully I had a Zofran w me, but I think walking around and doing too much while on hydros makes me wanna puke and lowkey ruins the high smh.

So silly. Anyways I've been thinking abt fall out boy a lot lately specifically pete and idk why, I haven't been involved w em or the fandom since 2018 but taking hydros also makes me want to feel like that again. Petekey
I could make a whole entry on Petekey

ALSO IVE SEEN BOTH FALL OUT BOY AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE SOOO HAAA