When they are back from the grocery store i hear that we are eating pizza for dinner, Michael is gonna order pizza later. Thats nice,-here- Ashton says, giving me my favorite Ramen. Buldak Ramen, cheese flavour.. I look at him. -Angel said that its your favorite go to snack- he says, I smile and nod. -dipshit- he says, I chuckle a little. -would you like me to boil water for you?- he asks, I nod. He leaves to go to the kitchen probably. My favorite ramen (: it's been a while since i had this. I go to the kitchen too, i sit at the dining table. Ashton slowley takes the package to not startle me. I smile at him, i starre out of the window. The doorbell rings. -I got it- I hear Luke say. I can smell the Ramen already,-are you kidding me?!- I hear Luke shout, I turn around. Michael rushes over to him. -what's going on?- I say. -probably nothing to worry about- i hear ashton say, I nod. I trust him. I turn back to the table, after a few minutes Ashton comes to me with my Ramen bowl and a fork. -be careful it's still hot okey?- he tells me, I nod. -Ruby it's for you!- I hear Luke shout, Huh? I turn around again.
Are you kidding my ass?
-hey- Rose says. -kick her out or something!- I shout. -don't say that Ruby- Ashton says. -why?! I litarrly told Luke not even 30 minutes ago that i never wanna see her face again!- I shout. -stop shouting Ruby- Calum says. -NO!- I shout louder. -jeez Ruby calm down- rose says. -you don't tell me what to do!- I shout at her. -i just wanna talk to see how you're doing that's all- she says. -MAYBE YOU SHOULD'VE DONE THAT WHEN MOM AND DAD DIED- I say, i get up from my chair. I grab my bowl and book from the table, my voice was cracking while i said this. -Ruby wait!- I hear rose shout. -fuck off!- Wow, I have never really cursed like this before. I walk up the staircase, I go to my room.
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I slowley eat my ramen after it cooled down a bit, I starre at the table. I start to cry. I sit in my 'flying chair' after I put the empty bowl on the table. I hear knocking on my roomdoor. -go away- I say while crying my eyes out. -it's me, Ash- he says. I shrug and decide to not respond. I hear the door open and close, he quickly walks over to me. He sits on the table in front of me. He takes my hand, i hum. -we really didn't like the tone you were having to us- he says. I nod and sigh. -we know that your emotions were high at that point though- he says, I shrug. He suddenly grabs my arms. -what are you doing?- I ask, he's checking for something. -I'm just making sure that you haven't done any selfharm- he says, oh yeah. I nod, he let's my arms go. -I don't want you to apologize but we are still gonna have to punish you, because of your behavior just now okay?- he says, I nod. -no food?- I ask, the orphanage did it this way. -what? No ofcourse not. Uhhh, let's say. No Playstation, no ipad and no books for two weeks- he says. -what???- I say. -sorry, but we can't be too soft to you. You have to learn darling- he says. But books help me with stress and tics and many other things. He starts taking my books away, I look down. -well this is the last time ill say what I got on my chest then- I say. -this doesn't mean that you can't say anything, Ruby- Ashton says. -I told you guys a hundred times that I don't want her to be here but you guys just let her stay here on purpose- I say. -It's not on purpose- he says. -it feels like it- I whisper. -go downstairs Ruby ill be there soon too- he says. I go downstairs to the livingroom then, I sit on the couch, this is gonna be fun.
