Im the therapist friend

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I'm the therapist friend

You call me at my worst 

But don't worry

I'll be okay just to help you

Breakdowns? No, never, those don't exit 


I'm the therapist friend

I give advice, I give hope, I nurture and I care

I help, and help and give everything of me

No one helps me, and I'm okay with it


But why is this the reality I live in

Why can't I force anew out of myself

If all it takes is a small tip in my regular day

To make the real long lasting change 


If I continue this way

I might as well drive a dagger into my gut

And twist it all the way

So that I do tear my heart apart


Because as the therapist friend

I am tearing my heart apart

To be a therapist friend 


Because the fear of being alone and rejection 

Is just painfully so and too big 

And so I'd rather tear my heart

Than have no one for it to beat for


Because I'm the therapist friend 

And I help.

Awaiting for help towards my own.

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