I'm trying to fight
I really am
But I don't know if I can
Atleast not anymore
Cause my mind and heart are at war
I am exhausted
Tired of trying
Tired of crying
Sometimes I wish I was dying
I know that sounds bad
But belief me everyone whould be glad
Glad that I'm gone
Finaly rid of the black swan
I am tired
Tired of being me
I just want to be free
I am done fighting
Maybe the afterlife will be exciting
