I don't like the person I've become
Feeling empty and numbRain drops hit my head
Sliding down like all the tears I've shed
My head facing the ground
Looking at the poudle I just foundSeeing my reflection
There appears to be a disconnection
A disconnection from my heart to my brain
All because the fear of feeling painThat pain I don't ever want to feel again
So I stopped feeling there and then
The only problem is, I can't turn them back on
All my emotions are now gonePushed everyone away
And now I am a stray
Fighting day by day
It's me who has to payPay for what I've done
There is no way to run
I'm the only one to blame
Cause I set of the flameThe choice I made was dumb
Feeling empty and numb