Fell For My Bestie ..

Part 26

"the fuck that mean ?" i scrunched my face up .

"i got 2 siblings that i had to take care of because my mom was always bustin her ass trynna feed us ." he looked at kayden and just rocked him while rubbing his tiny cheek .

"he's the literal copy of ma boa ." he said and chuckled .

"yes for real like he aint get nunna my features ." i agreed while smiling .

"well he got yo big ass head "

"no thats shawns fat ass head" i laughed .

we sat down on the couch and caught up with each other since we havent been in touch for obvious reasons .

"ight sis well im finna bounce , imma hitchu up later , love gang " bj said as he walked to the door and exited ."love" i said , getting up locking the door behind him . i grabbed kayden and went upstairs .

i laid kayden down in his bassinet as he slept and opened my phone and seen notifications from monti . i went to our messages and read through them .

boo🫶🏽

woow a whole 2 weeks and no word from u .

im sorry im getting used to this whole mom thing .

ohh my bad it do be takin alot with a baby .

yea .

u good ?

yea kinda

wym kinda ?

idk .. can uu come over ?

rn ?

possibly ...

yea omw

oka
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i locked my phone and began straightening up my apartment before he came over . a good 30 minutes later i heard a knock at the door . "who is it ?!" i yelled from the kitchen , cleaning the last dish . "monti"

i finished up and dried my hands off before going to the door and letting him in . "heyy" i smiled . "wassup ma how uu been ?"

"ive been great .. kayden is a handful though ." i talked as i swept the kitchen floor . "can i see li mans ?"

"yea but wash yo hands n stuff and then after , we need to talk "

"coo"

he went upstairs into my room and i finished up the kitchen , going behind him . "foo didnt i tell uu to wash yo hands" i came into the room and seen him sitting on the bed .

"ma i was waiting on you" he chuckled and went to the bathroom to wash his hands . after he finished he came back in my room and went to the bassinet .

"heyy li mans" he said while picking him up . "uu wanted to talk ?"

"yea .. i just found out he in jail .."

"who in jail ?" he asked still looking at kayden .

"my bd"

"so whatchu finna do ?"

"monti he's in there for fucking murder !" i expressed with my hands while talking .

"okay kaycei and im asking uu what uu finna do ? like i dont wanna be in the middle of all this if it aint necessary" he tried saying calmly .

" i dont know monti "

"whatchu mean ? uu gotta make up yo mind soon man . its either him or me . if its him ill leave uu alone , but if its me ill stay and help uu out ."

he continued cradling kayden  , kissing him on his cheek as he slept peacefully in his arms . to be honest they both looked so cute together but im knowin shawn's gonna be mad if he finds out im lettin another nigga baby his baby .

"hmm" i said holding my hands out , indicating i wanted kayden .

he got up and handed me kayden , placing a kiss on my lips . "ma i want uu to really think about this tonight" he kisses me again . "ill come back over tomorrow to take uu and baby out somewhere but imma need an answer over lunch ."

"okay .." i trailed off , thinkin about it already made me want to ball up in my bed and just cry .

"for real whichever one uu pick ill b ight with it kaycei .. i love uu" he exits my room and heads downstairs . i hear the door open and shut back .

i put kayden down in his bassinet and headed downstairs to lock the door . after i hooked my phone to my speaker and played my favorite r&b songs .

i sat down on the couch and really started thinking . i didnt kno who i wanted for real .

shawn really hasnt done anything wrong to me so why should i choose monti over him ? but then again before shawn found out i was pregnant he didnt give a fuck in the world .. i mean we werent together but he was fucking me AND other bitches .

" imma give it to uu one more time
get it wet for uu like old times
when i want it imma hit yo line
cs uu aint even my nigga but the dick still mine
shit to fire
boy believe i tried
to let uu go
but boy thats all thats on my mind"

i sang along to my cousin new song , still contemplating my feelings . since i havent talked to laila in a minute i decided to ring her and see if she wanted to have a sleepover .

i picked up my phone going to her contact . when i found it i pressed the facetime button .

" heyy mama girlyy " laila spoke as the phone picked up .

"heyy boo , uu trynna come over tonight ? im so lonely and in my feelings girl ."

"yea i can definitely make way . AYY KYLE !! TELL KYLE COME HERE ! " she yelled looking at someone wherever she was .

"where uu at ?"

"studio ... kyle can uu please move my videoshoot to friday instead ?"

"im sorry maam i wish i could but uu have that meet n greet and your tour starts saturday ."

"make way or ill shut all this shit down ."

"yes maam i will certainly try ."

"im on my way these people got me fucked up ."

"Alaila" i called her by her government indicating i was serious with her .

"what ??"

"do what uu need to do girl dont be havin them people waiting ! now call kyle back here tell him uu sorry and go get ur shit done . i can always hang with uu when uu get back , i love you and dont let nobody stop yo grind , not even me ."

"girl it wasnt that deep i just really need a break "

"well bitch uu shoulda said sum sooner , got me over here soundin like malcom x or some shit" i laugh .

she laughs too and starts doing something .

"im finna be on my way doe"

"alright im chillin the door unlocked " i said getting up and unlocking the door .

"alright see uu inna minute pooh"

"see uu love uu"

"love uu too"

she hangs up and i go upstairs and get kayden , turning the music down . i came back downstairs and sat him in his baby swing and put his blanket over him , turning the swing on .

after getting him situated , i decided to just listen to music and scroll through my phone until she gets here .

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