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I was discharged yesterday, in the morning though so Jake couldn't come. Mom decided to stay at home with me because it was her day-off. I didn't mind, as long as she wasn't near me, I'm fine.
I was in the living room binging on a show when Mom slowly walked into the living room and sat on one of the couches.
I could feel her eyes on me but I ignored her and focused on the tv. She softly cleared her throat as if trying to get my attention. I lazily casted my eyes on her as she spoke
"Uhm Jungwon..." she started
"That boy, Jake. He seems really close to you" She said looking at me seriously. I nodded
"Yes he is" I said
"Oh, he must be a good friend" She said smiling. Oh I know that smile so much. I know what hides behind that smile. The evil that lurks in her heart, waiting to be unleashed
I chuckled and smirked "When did I say he's a friend?" I said and her eyes widened. Her smile faded and was replaced with frown.
There she is. The real mother I've awaited
"What did you say?" She asked standing up with a tint of disgust spread round her face.
I looked away chuckling "I never said he's a friend. I don't remember saying that" I said and looked back at her. She walked closer, the disgust showing fully well
"Don't..Don't tell me you and him..are more than friends" she said her eyes getting darker. If I wasn't used to this, I would have been scared.
"Of course. We're wayyyyyy more than friends" I said smiling.
"What?!" She shouted. I didn't flinch rather I was surprised it took this long for her to shout
"You...You're gay?! How long?! Tell me Jungwon!!" She shouted holding my shoulders tight
"Why did you let him contaminate you?! I'm going to have you change schools" She said looking at me bitterly
I sarcastically gasped "Mother" I started smirking
"What are you saying?" I said and feigned a face of hurt. I tilted my head to the side looking at her face
"I don't recall saying I'm gay" I muttered. She looked confused. Her tight grasps on my shoulders released
"Then what did you mean you and Jake were more than friends?" She softly asked changing her demeanor like she almost didn't try to kill me now
"We are best friends. That's what I mean" I said and she immediately let out a relieved sigh. She grinned as she looked at me
"I almost thought you were gay. Crazy right?" She said chuckling
"Yeah" I whispered, my fake smile fading as I looked at her. Truth being told. I really hate her. She's so fake, so selfish. She's a born hypocrite
"Mom"
"Yeah?" She replied smiling
"Do you love me?"
I needed to know. I just need an honest answer.
Her smiled went down as she looked at me for some seconds. I could wait. If that's what it takes to get an honest reply.
"Yes" She said and looked away from me as she started walking
"Thank you"
I said smiling
Even though she didn't mean it, it feels so much to me. In my past life, I was deprived of my mother's love. I yearned for her love for years.
I bitterly smiled and wiped away the tears that formed in my eyes as I remembered my past
"How many times do I have to tell you to leave me alone? Haven't you annoyed me enough? Haven't you taken away all I have? What more do you want?!" I turned shouting at Jongseong. Tears brimming my eyes in pain
"I want you safe. And I won't stop this. Ever"
He said with a determined face. He has been following me from a close distance back to home for sometime now. At first I didn't know it was him
But later on, I discovered he was the one
We were in the front yard of my house and I couldn't hold it in any longer, I had to call him out
"Don't... please.. just leave me alone, I beg you. Seeing you alone makes me hate myself more. Because I haven't gotten rid of the person that took everything away from me. Jay, my life is a mess because of you, First I lose Sunghoon, then Sunoo, then all my friends turn their backs on me just because of you" I said and wiped my tears
Jongseong walked closer and cupped my cheeks
"Don't cry Jungwon, you'll make me cry too.. please don't cry...If I have to leave to stop you from crying, then I will. Just don't cry anymore" he muttered wiping my tears
Soon he leaned in and connected our lips, he held my head firm as he kissed me, I put my hands on his chest as I tried to push him. It was to no avail.
He leaned out and I immediately punched him
"What the fuck Jay?!! Are you crazy?!" I shouted wiping my lips.
"I...I want to do that, even if it's the last time" he mumbled gripping the strap of his bag
"What if someone saw?!"
"So?"
"Gosh-you don't understand! I'll be in a lot of trouble" I shouted shaking. My eyes brimmed with tears and I frantically looked around to see if anyone saw. My heart beating irrationally
"Put yourself together Jungwon, you're shaking" He softly said holding my shoulders. I yanked his hands away
"That's the problem with you, you're always unbothered about your surroundings. Get out of here Jay" I said and ran into my house
As I closed the door, I flinched when I saw Mother on a couch.
"She's not meant to be back early..did she see..
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Once again||Jaywon
FanfictionJungwon died out of cancer in his unhappy marriage. As he lay dying in his unhappy marriage with his husband, Jungwon felt nothing but pain and regret. He had spent years holding grudges against his partner, Jongseong, for their failed marriage and...
