Academic Validation.

Jealous

Look at her. She's my best friend, but I hate her so much.

I don't actually hate her. I'm her best friend. But I hate how she is literally perfect. I want to be her.

I hate how she complains after getting one bad grade, and that bad grade is what I normally get.

I hate how she's a straight A student, and is number 1 in everything.

I hate how she's always busy because she's revising, even when we don't have a test.

I hate how that isn't me.

I want to be happy for her, but deep down, it's so irritating that I'm not on that level.

We're best friends, but deep down, I have this urge to do better than her.