My brother the kpop star (SJ FF)

Meeting SJ

(Edited)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Grace POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 It has been many years since I found out kpop star Kim Hyun Joong was my brother and he has assigned a bodyguard to be by my side at all times. I had become the girl that knows how to cover up all of her emotions very well. He had also introduced President Lee to me, getting me signed under SM entertainment. I was then tasked to follow, train and learn under the global star Super Junior.

 I walked towards the practice room nervously, I was an ELF and was elated to meet Super Junior but had wondered what they will be like. Will they be nice or nasty? I fidget uncomfortably as I walked in, all eyes were on me, questioning looks filled their faces as excepted.

 "This is Grace, she is a new trainee and will be trained under all of you. Please take good care of her."

 "Annyeong! I'm Super Junior leader Leeteuk!! Nice to meet you!" Leeteuk said as he stretched out his hand to offer a handshake. I shake his hand doubtfully. All fan girls would be dying to be in my position, but only I have to benefit of working with Super Junior and seeing them every day. Even though all of this was going through my head I however, did not show a single emotion on my face.

Each member took turns to introduce themselves. When I reached the second to last member, something unexpected happen.

"I am Kyuhyun, the maknae of Super Junior." I shook his hand. However, it felt wet.

"Ahhh!!" I screamed. I was not only wet but also ice cold.

 "Yahhh!! Kyuhyun! Please show some respect!!" Leeteuk immediately scolded Kyuhyun. "Apologize now!!"

"Mianhe." Kyuhyun said in a whatever attitude. My brown eyes creased into a slight frown.

"Annyeong, I'm Ryeowook!" Ryeowook smiled as he extended his hand. Ryeowook was my bias, and now I had finally had a chance to meet him in person. I shook his hand, and in my heart I had a smile plastered on 'my face'. My emotionless expression stayed on my face.

"Are you an ELF?" Ryeowook asked.

"Yes." I replied.

"Who's your bias?" Everyone asked in unison. I lowered my head not really willing to answer the question.

"Yahh! Let's not force her to tell us!" Leeteuk came to my rescue.

~.~

The rest of the dance practice was quite normal, they just practiced their dance a few more times, and then proceeded to the showers.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ryeowook POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A girl walked into our practice room today. Her black hair is just unamicable. We each took our turn to do a self-introduction.

‘Grace, what a nice and sweet name.’ I thought as I made my way to the showers after a tiring dance practice. To me Grace is a mystery. Her face barely showed any emotion or expressions. Is that even possible?

I hurriedly showered, rushing back to the practice room hoping she would still be there so that I could talk to her. I really wanted to get to know her better! I dashed into the practice room, finding her seated at one corner of the room on her phone. I sat down beside her, waiting for her to look up. However, she did not.

After a period of time, I broke the silence and spoke.

"Where are your from?"

"Singapore"

"When's your birthday?"

"21st of February"

"How old are you?"

"16"

"Why are you emotionless all the time and hardly talk?"

She finally looked up. She stares at my face before turning her attention back to her phone. How weird.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Grace POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When Ryeowoook sat down beside me, my whole body tensed. I did not like having anyone so close to me. I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing. Ryeowook started asking me questions. I only answered with one word answers. However, he asked the wrong question. Why was I emotionless all the time? I looked up from mine phone and stared at him. Well that's because I don't like showing emotions or talking.

When I was young, I used to be very talkative. However, after I acknowledge oppa, it all changed. Oppa always does not seem to care about me, and he was mean towards me. When I cried or talked back, oppa would scold me, calling me weak or disobedient. I showed no emotions because I did not want to be weak. I stopped talking back to him, or crying in front of him. I just showed this emotionless face. People would say I was very submissive towards him, it was partly true, 

Also, I used to have this very close friend. Being best friends, I told her about my oppa. She son started coming to my house often. Al our conversations were about oppa. One day, I found out that she only stayed as my friend to get closer to my oppa. Oppa's friends too, did not acknowledge my presence. They acted like I was shit when oppa was not around. I hated felling hurt, or cry over these matters, so I stopped talking and showing emotions together.

Another reason why I stopped talking was because I had no one to talk to. I was always alone in my room with my computer. I had gotten used to not talking, and thus, I hardly talk now. Also because I was used to being alone, I felt uncomfortable when people are too close to me. I like my own space and am very used to it.

I've been like that since I was 8 years old. I built up this shell around me from keeping myself hurt. I did not want to break this wall as it shows an ugly side of me that I hated, 

~.~

Soon after everyone finish showering, we piled into the cars, and we drove to the Super Junior dorm, my new home.