Judgment (Hiatus!!!)

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' Crap did they heard me speak out my poem?.. ' Philip thinks to himself as he removes his airpods while he began to panic ' Shit! they must've been cringed out by my poem that they couldn't handle to hear it! '

Philip then let's out an "EEEKK" sound as he began to feel panic all over him as he frantically runs out of the garden in shame acting like it's the end of the world

' THAT WAS EMBARRASSING THAT WAS EMBARRASSING THAT WAS EMBARRASSINGGGGGGG!!! ' Philip thinks over and over in his head as he then heads to the cafeteria to hangq out with Belgium to clear his mind

" So... someone heard you reading out your poem and your embarrassed? " Belgium says as Philip has a shy standing position hugging himself as he let's out low shrieking sound

Belgium giggles at Philip who then whines " Its not funny! " Philip then had a cute hopeless eyes which made Belgium's heart skip a beat

He then swollow a lump growing in his dry throat as Philip doesn't notice who kept jokingly hitting and nudging him while whining and saying it's not funny

" Well what was it? " Philip looks at Belgium and then at the book " it was inspired by one of my favorite songs... High School Sweethearts "

Belgium then made an 'o' shape mouth and with a gasp " Melanie Martinez?! holy shit same!-- oh wait sorry! " Philip giggles as he then reassures Belgium " No its okay! its alright "

Belgium then held Philip's hand making Philip look up at Belgium confused " I-I.. would you like to sit with me? I found a goot spot! " with a soft smile Philip nodded in approval making Belgium at last feel relief

Belgium squeezed Philip's hand for a second as he then leads him to the spot starting a conversation aswell " Why did you make a poem for Russia by the way? its also really sweet! " Philippines then looks down shyly as his walking became slow

" I didn't want to rest after the incident.. and I insisted not to rest while he refused and it cause a fight between us " Belgium hums in response looking at Philip with soft eyes " oh "

Belgium squeezed Philip's hand " Eh don't worry! it wasn't even that big of a deal so im sure hed not mad " Philip hums as he then looks at the ground before then remembering something

" How's Estonia by the way? " Belgium's eyes soften and smiles " Oh hes hanging out with Lithuania! they are currently doing a project right now.. "

" Since you often go to his floor because most of your papers always needs to be send to most of his floormates.. mind to say hi for me? " Philip says with a smile which Belgium nods at him

Belgium then stops " Here we are! " Philip gasp seeing the vintage garden design spot of the cafeteria " No way! I can't believe I didn't notice this before " Belgium giggles softly " Same.. it had been decorated 9 months ago but since there are many cafeterias here and people mostly go to the closest ones and just eat as fast as they can and do what they want to do after they don't really notice this spot "

Philip then nods as Belgium lets go of his hand and walks towards one of the seats and pulled it then gesturing Philip to sit which he awed at by how much of a gentleman Belgium is being before then sitting down

Belgium with a smile looks at Philip as he sat down " I already ordered for us.. one of the cooks will be bringing it soon.. " Philip nods and then takes out his book and began to write glancing at Belgium after every few seconds who engage a conversation with him

" Someone should check up on Mexico to be honest.. " Philip raised a brow glancing at Belgium with a soft smile " Oh is that so? why? " Belgium smiles as he slids his hand at Philip's left hand then holds it

" During the movie booth thing in the company yesterday he suddenly jumped on the floor snaking his way towards Italy as if he were a broom or mop before tackling Italy " Philip perks up with widen eyes " Oh?! aww... I wish I was there at the time... "

" Definitely! because there was also a marriage booth, and oh boy.. Singapore and Indonesia made an entire Lore! even doing an entire acting show " Philip scoffs as Belgium then looks down at Philip's hand rubbing it

" Your hands are soft.. " Philip smiles as Belgium then pulls his hand and putting it in his cheeks as Philip blush " Do you seriously love it that much? " Belgium smiled closing his eyes

" Its soft.. " Philip rolls his eyes " I know-- " Belgium opens his eyes and turns his head to look at the side and so did Philip " Heres your order sirs! " Belgium smiles letting go Philip's hand who puts away his book

The Cook then put the food on the table at an organize manner then walks away as Philip gasps at the delicious meals infront of him

Philip sees Belgium about to pick up his utensils " Wait " Belgium pause then looks over at Philip who puts his hands together " Pray! " Belgium smiles nodding before praying with Philip then eating together laughing and having fun

Belgium's eyes soften knowing everything and what's going on but being blackmailed and pin point he feels his heart ache as he looks at Philip who hums in delight at the sweet food

" He was right.. he is just like her.. "

" ... "

" Philip.. "

" Hm?~ "