"We have to be here... for josh"/ joshdub x Reader

"I need you."

Eddie's pov:
Me and gabby were outside in joying the night time sky. Not knowing that the boys were up. As we heard shouting "probably should go cheek on that." Gabby looked over to me "yea... they'll be fine." I say as gabby nodded we ince closer then get inrupted by juicy "JUICY!" I yell out laughing a bit. Juicy looks sad "Eddie... have u ever been through a divorce..?" That was weird. What was juicy talking abt? "Uhm no juicey why?" "Because that's how I feel all the boys are mad at each other." Since juicy was the youngest of the group. (Josh 22/ y/n 20/ narrator 28/ Eddie 25/ mully 26/ juicy 20) he is kinda like are kid.

"Hey calm down I'll go check on them there probably fine." I say as standing up "juice want some hot coco?" Gabby asks "yes please.." juicy says as I walk past him patting his shoulder. I walk in to the houes and up the stairs when I hear a

Everyone's pov:
*THUD*

Mullys pov: I was sitting in bed trying not to think about what just unraveled. When I hear a thud. Thinking nothing of it i keep my mind focused on my phone until I hear "BOY COME HERE AMD QUICK!!" Eddie shouts. He sounds scared. I jump out of bed and run to where the yelling is coming from. Then I run in to Josh's room and see the door open. Narrator has made it before me amd me and y/n finally get in to the room "josh look at me!" Narrator yells josh mumbles a bit "JOSH CMON BUDDY!" Eddie yells "EDDIE CALL 911!!" "Boys what's wrong?" I yell. Narrator looks up at me with tears im his eyes. And looks back down at josh. "Josh cmon I know your in there. There's blood all over the floor y/n starts to peace things together

Y/n pov I run on it Josh's room the boys are yelling. Josh's on the floor his arm coverd in blood. "Josh..?" I look at him as narrators eyes start to water. "You going to be okay mate." Narrator yells "narrator WHATS wrong with josh." I say as walking to see the small man looking at narrator. He's not moving

"Josh...?" I say looking at him as I hear sirans yell down the street "tjere here dog." Eddie looks at narrator as he runs outside or go get them. I Fall to my knees amd grab Josh's hand pushing narrator of. "Joshy listen to me.. I know your in there please just listen." He grabed my arm as he squeezed it to get me to know I was there "you going to be okay... because I still need you." I cry as we here pearmedics rush threw the houes they take josh to the hospital. For some reson everything feels fake. But mabey I was just hopping it would be.

Narrator pov:
Josh gets picked up by the Abulance. I Look at y/n hes crying i go to hug him and he pushes away "u fucking did this." He yells. Me? What did I do?!? "Y/n calm down" I look at y/n "NO DONT "OH Y/N CALM DOWN" ME U TOOK ME AWAY AND IF I DIDNT GO AWAY HE WOULD HAVE HURT HIM SELF." He yells getting up in my face. God I hate people getting up in my face. My step father used to get in my face. Spit on me, and punch me. I hated him. Then a flash back hits me "GOD YOUR SO USLESS" he shoves me back. I was only 18 at the time and fresh out of boot camp. I was finally home with my ma. She was great untill my stap father came in to the story. My brother was about 10 at the time and was super happy to see me. He had bruises on his neck and arms and around his face. I was a marine so he shouldn't have hit me because it was alegal. He yelled at me some more "god I can't believe your LOSER of a fucking sister wants to be ANYTHING like u." My dad screamed. I got mad really mad and did something I shouldn't have done. I punched him in the face. I was mad. I snapped.

Then everything hit back there I was. Y/n shirt was in my hand. And my fist ready to knock a boy out. Mully was trying to grab my arm and foce me to stop. Y/n was crying. "STOP PLEASE IM SORRY" he screamed. I let go as his week body fell to the ground. "I'm sorry" he wisperd and hugged me. "Why are u hugging me?" I ask "your crying." I laugh and rub my had in my face. I look over at juicy he's crying as he falls to his knees and starts to sob even harder. I run to him holding him. He's small and I feel if I hug him to tight I might crush his little bones

He cry's in to my shoulder so I lift his head and kiss his soft lips as we hold the kiss. "OMG DOG YALL GOIN OUT?!?" Eddie yells mouth groped. Juicy smiles as pulling me in the floor I smile still pasnitly making out with him. I hear two boys walk out the door and grab keys. Me and juicy DONT move tho. As we can no longer breath we let go. Laughing I stand helping my lover up and kissing his forehead "he's going to be alright." I smile. "Yea.. I think I'll also be alright."

HOWDY!! omg I'm so sorry for taking so long with this chapter I've had some eventful weeks 😭😭 anyhow sorry that this is so long but I want to make longer chapters and make my book better!! Anyway if I have any suggestions give them up and I will probably weight them 😀