All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 6

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And she was lost,

She didn't know what she felt anymore,

She was both happy and sad at the same time.

She would never tell

How she felt,

She would stay quiet

And keep it for herself.

She had lost so much

And gained so little,

She would never feel good enough

For anyone,

Not even for herself.

She would laugh

And she would smile,

She would act like everything was fine

But she knew

She was living a lie,

Behind her smile

She held a broken heart.

She would forgive over and over again

Just because she was afraid to lose

Someone who never saw her real worth.

She expected too much

And never learned to let go,

She got attached too fast

And when time came,

A part of her was gone too.

And all those promises

In which she believed

Flew away just like the wind.

And she waited,

But he never came.

All she ever wants

Is to never feel again

Because every time she feels,

All she feels is pain