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|17| 𝒴ℴ𝓊'𝓇ℯ 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂ℯ

I used to only kill people
if I thought they were guilty
of something worth death.

Even though it really isn't my place
to play morality judge,
I do just that. I watch the girl pace
around, phone against her ear,
yelling at her employees and crying;

Why is everyone always crying?

I don't actually have to use the red dot
because my aim isn't that bad,
but I don't want to risk it and by that
I mean Celeste doesn't want me to.

I took this mission so I don't have to
see her, she'll just start yelling at me
for not wanting to kill Aleksander,
Louis, Xavier, and Finneas.

I never said we couldn't kill them,
I just didn't want to yet.

You have to be patient when you want
revenge and I'm sure there will be
multiple opportunities to kill all
of them, except Louis, he shouldn't die.

I wish I didn't feel anything for all
of them, it would be so much easier
to get rid of them. But I don't
even know the woman in front of me
and I still have a hard time killing her.

My attention goes back to her and I
notice a man in the office with me,
he gets down on his knees,
maybe I should look away...

I look up quickly to see him
kissing her stomach, gently
wrapping his arms around her.

She's pregnant?! I can't kill her
if she's pregnant, oh my god,
I need to leave right now.

I grab my gun, unload it and push
it into the duffel bag; then
I wrap it in blankets and make my way down one of the staircases.

Did anyone else know she was
pregnant? Is that why I was
supposed to kill her? Because she might have some heir to a mafia or gang.

That's so stupid, everyone pushes
us to procreate and then get mad
when we do.

At this point just do whatever
the fuck you want because society
will never make up its mind,
everything is constantly changing
and unless you're rich, white, and a
male you'll never be able to keep up.

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I do reckless things.

At least I acknowledge they're
reckless, doesn't mean
I'm going to stop doing them.

Celeste is mad at me because I didn't
want to kill Aleksander.....yet

"You can't just quit at the last second!
For all we know they could
be coming to us right fucking now!"
She shouts at me, I stare at her blankly,
I don't care how she feels about this.
She shouldn't have led them down there.