1 am thoughts

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In a house full of roses,
my heart was filled with thorns.
I cried in silence,
without telling anyone to get out of this spiral.
The cycles never change.
The process never ends.
I always go back to square one.
I've always been haunted by the ghosts of the past.
I didn't know nothing would last.
I believed in love like a little child did.
In my eyes,
in my heart,
love existed and it began elsewhere.
However,
there's this noise that tells me to shut down.
This noise, telling me to protect myself from the predators who want to damage my heart.
Little did I know-
I would soon realize that protecting it won't do anything good.
Because the more I guard, the more it breaks.
The more I hide what I feel, the more I struggle to let anyone know.
From then on,
I've learned to let things flow and be stoic as a water.
Free flowing.
Just existing.
The water in me arises when I see things that make me want to exist and just be there.

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