Ch.35 Control

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Varya had arrived on the scene where Kion was. She saw Kion lying on the ground, no longer breathing. She worked quickly and used her yin and yang powers to jumpstart his heart. But a negative of this power is that she can hear the animal's thoughts. And knowing how bad Kion can blame himself, it was not good. She was able to see Kion's mind. The young lion was wandering the pride lands. But instead of a peace walk in the Sun, Kion was walking through a land engulfed in red and white flames. On top of that, there was thousands a-pawn thousands of bones and dead animals. And that wasn't even the worst part. Kion was walking in a river of blood......the blood of his loved ones. The lion guards and the night pride were dead, having pieces of their flesh missing and scattered all over the lands. Kion's family was in front of him, all beheaded by someone. Their headless bodies were lined up in a path for Kion to follow. But Rani and Varya had it the worst in this nightmare. Varya was hanging from a tree, her organs were slowly falling from her limp body. Rani was....................... Rani's head was put on the end of a tree branch and her body was being burned by the fire. But the end was the worst. All of the deceased voices spoke on sentence directed to Kion. "IT WAS ALL YOUR FAULT." That sent Varya into tears. The fact that A teenager could think like this crushed her soul. Then someone started singing. It was Kion

Intro]
Lost my faith, I've been running on trust
Empires fall then we turn into dust
I've been fighting, I've been fighting
But I just can't do enough, so

[Verse 1]
I've been on the same shit every fucking day
Take care of my people, try to mask up all the pain
Sick of getting glorified, so sick of your charades
Everybody hates to love me 'cause I run straight to the flames

Yeah, maybe I'm selfish
Fuck falling in line, been ahead of my time
Bitch, I can't help it
Look in my eyes and tell me a lie

'Cause I feel helpless (yеah)
Who do I call when I bleed?
You don't feel safe when I lеave
Who does it better than me?

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I feel so at home
When I numb my mind and lose control
Hell's the only place I've ever known
So keep rolling the dice, I'm on a roll

Even when the walls fall down
I'll be there to build them up again

This life could never change me
And the world don't owe me shit
That's why you'll never fucking see me miss
Lord, forgive me 'cause I

[Chorus]
Lost my faith, I've been running on trust
Empires fall then we turn into dust
I've been fighting, I've been fighting
But I just can't do enough, so
I've been out my head, I've been out my head, hold me
Hanging by a thread, hanging by a thread, lonely, yeah
I've been fighting, I've been fighting
But I just can't do enough, I can't do enough

[Verse 2]
I'm so sick and tired of the pressure
There's no hope living life without the pleasure
It's a tight rope between life and nothing
So I'll keep on running from who I'm becoming

The time slows when I feel the reaper watching
Only I know that he's only here to haunt me
My rival is the life I live
The longer I persist, the less I coexist, so

When it's my time, please, just throw me in the fire
Tell the ones I love that my only true desire
Was to give it all I had, try to make the world better
And what I had to do never mattered 'cause I just

[Chorus]
Lost my faith, I've been running on trust
Empires fall then we turn into dust
I've been fighting, I've been fighting
But I just can't do enough, so
I've been out my head, I've been out my head, hold me
Hanging by a thread, hanging by a thread, lonely, yeah
I've been fighting, I've been fighting
But I just can't do enough, I can't do enough

[Bridge]
I never do enough and when the times get rough
Why's it always me that's burdened?
Yeah, when my time is up, I'll finally feel like luck
Has come to ease the hurting

People think I'm wearing this halo
All because I do what they say, no
I'm a shell of a man and I can't, no
I JUST CAN'T DO ENOUGH!

[Outro]
My time is up!

Varya: " What the hell."
(Suddenly, Varya had been sent back to reality with Kion waking up. He had a smile on his face)

 He had a smile on his face)

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Kion: "Oh...hi Varya, what are you doing?"
(Varya was so shocked. She only knew one thing. Kion was not as okay as he had led on. She hugged Kion while shushing him.)

Varya: "Honey

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Varya: "Honey......why are you having those thoughts in your mind. Nothing has happened to us."

Kion: "BECAUSE JUA WAS JUST HERE AND I COULD DO NOTHING TO HIM. I WAS A FUCKING FLEA TO HIM. MY BEST WASN'T EVEN ENOUGH TO MAKE A BRUISE ON HIM. SO WHAT YOU JUST SAW IS WHAT HAPPENS IF I FAIL. EVERYONE I LOVE DIES BECAUSE IM SO FUCKING WEAK."
(Kion then broke down in tears and cried into Varya's neck. Varya did all she could to console this child. She then gave him a lick and a kiss on his both his forehead and his little mane.)

Varya: "You don't need to think so negatively

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Varya: "You don't need to think so negatively. You lost just now sure, but you can get stronger and you know that." (Kion tried to look away but Varya moved her paw under his chin and forced him to look at her.) "You are going to succeed because you have all of us here, and that nightmare will never exist. But you need to do one thing for me." (She slowly moved her paws down to his, which were still cut and bruised from him punching the wall. Kion winced at this action but was calmed by Varya healing his paws.) "Please control your emotions better. Hurting yourself is not the way."

That's The End Of Ch.35

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