Part 5: Room With A View

Chapter 2.

Harry's P.O.V.

"So, Niall! You are the only single left - how does that feel like? Do you have someone in mind or?" The female interviewer's voice broth me back to reality. For a moment I had just drifted away - hopefully I didn't miss anything. "Oh well.. ha ha, there is not like someone special right know. I guess I'm still waiting to meet the one.." I knew that question was killing Niall inside. He hated it! And I really did get it! Most people would say that we can get any girl in the world, and that may be true - but only a little part of the truth. In this world only one girl will be the one for Niall, and only that one girl will see through it all and love him for Niall. But when every girl you ever meet trough themselves at you, you get tired. You get tired of girls who "loves" you for being Niall *One Direction* Horan. You get so tired in your heart. You get so tired of yourself. You get tired of wondering: "Does she like me because of my name or does she like me for me?" And it hurts, you know? It hurts to know, that for most people you would never have been good enough if you were still just Niall Horan or Harry Styles. But oh sweet Niall! I wish you knew how much I admire you! I wish you knew how much it hurts me to know how this question burns into your brain every single time you get asked. Dear Niall, how I hope and wish you are going to find that girl. How I wish you to be happy! - Because you are so lovely and precious. I will not allow you to "settle" with some girl - I want to find you that girl! I want you to feel what I feel.. I want you to know love as I do.. And it's going to happen, I know it will, just keep going! ..

"So Harry - I see this small-town-girl stole your heart? Congratulations!" I felt the blushing in my cheeks. I couldn't get use to the world knowing, even though it had been months! I couldn't do anything but smile all over my face. "Oh, well.. He would be a fool not to fall for that girl!" Louis' voice saved me. I turned my head and laughed at him as a thank you. "Yeah, I guess.. um, she's really something.. She's lovely! She is really down to earth, like she's right there when I need her. She's just.. uhm, she's more than I could ever ask fo-" "AWWWWW!!!" The boys cut me off. I started to blush again and tried to hide my face in my hands. "I understand." The interviewer answered. "She's very beautiful too! .. But tell me Harry, it wasn't long she stayed in London?" A photo of me holding a crying Vigga in my arms at the security in the airport was showed on a big screen next to us. I looked a bit shocked at the photo. "No. I-.. She is Norway at the moment.. uhm, She had this dream of Norway and yeah.. Well, she finished art-school this summer and we have tour, so she is spending the next 8 months in the snow in Norway." The last words came out almost all in once. God, I couldn't say them with out feeling pain... "Really? Norway - wow! And 8 months apart? Isn't that going to be tuff this soon in your relationship? - Not to be rude." I gave her at fake smile, not to be rude.. well, not do be rude, but can I kill you or something?! God, she didn't even know us! How could she say something like that!? That's crazy! "Well, it feel's like Vig and I have known each other for a long time, and you know - if it's meant to be it will be." The interviewer smiled back at me, just as fake as I just did.

I just wanted to get out.. I felt like I couldn't breath. If she asked me one more question about Vigga I would break! But she didn't. She moved on and asked Liam about the album. Then she asked Zayn about the up coming video, then Louis about the tour and in the end she asked Niall about the fans. Finally done! I politely said my goodbyes and walked out.

I fixed my phone up from my pocket as I stood in the summer sun. "One missed call: Art-girl" crap.. I pushed the green button and heard the phone call go through. "HI!" her voice was so happy. It warmed the pieces of my heart, which the sun couldn't reach. "Hi love, I missed your voice.." I said soft into the phone. "You too curly, you too.. How is the tour going?" I tired to sound happy, "It's great! I'm really glad to be back on the road - I kind of forgot how much I missed it!" that was true - I really did miss touring! "But hey, sorry I missed your call before. We had an interview." I could feel her smile through the phone. "Oh, that's fine! I just wanted to check in on you" her voice was soft and warm, loving and caring. The boys walked out of the door beside me, "Sorry, Vig - but I have to go. Skype tomorrow as planed?" I walked towards the car. "Yeah, see you soon. I love you Styles." "I love you too Silver." And then the line died.