January 18, 2023
My skin to dry
My hair not straight enough but also not curly enough
My teeth! They have a gap and so I'm no longer girlfriend material
My nails to short
My waist too small but my arms are too big
My acne healing but not fast enough
My mind spinning but not fast enough
My breathing vibrates but not fast enough
Nothing's perfect and yet the world says I should be naturally
I'm growing but not like her or you
Please
Let
Me
Be
If I don't wear contacts then that's my choice
If I don't smile enough then that's my decision
If I don't grow tall then that's that
Leave me alone
Please
Can't you see your torturing me
Haven't I lost enough weight
Haven't I cleared my skin
Haven't I worn the clothes you wanted
Haven't I learned the makeup you said I needed
Haven't I ignored the real problem
It's me....
Stop
I have to stop fixing myself
It's my fault
CZYTASZ
Poems I write In the Dark
PoezjaPoetry I write in the darkest of times. If you went through a breakup and it tore you apart or you feel like you're always alone, you might be able to relate to this poetry. I'm an overthinker and so I end up making things a little more painful than...
