Love, Pain & Me

no shame in believing a convincing liar

Blue is the colour of the ink that causes my heart it's pain
He carries his weapon on his sleeve, no tales of what he is to gain
I can't go to my wedding, my dress is corrupted by blood stains
Carrying the heart of the dragon, I once adorned, have now slain
God turn me back from this path, path my mother refrain
Roses I once ordained now shoots my brain with pain once again
I kill my breath with the effort to train my soul to not trust the demon promising to love with no shame