Cold hands, warm hearts ❄️dnf❄️

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Georges pov:

The hug is all i ever wanted

He is holding me so tight but i like it

I started crying the moment he hugged me

He puts his hands on the back of my head and looks me in the eyes

"It's alright George" he says and his eyes also tear up

I smile through the tears as he gives me another hug

"You are perfect the way you are and never ever let anyone make you think otherwise" he says

I tear up even more

It's like he already knows my past...

I have never ever felt so seen and loved before

We go to my bedroom and lay down on my big bed

We are facing each other and not saying anything

Honestly i never thought id ever be this happy again

Dream already made my life so much better, even though we know each other for only one month

"George..." he breaks the silence

"Hm?" I reply as I'm slowly falling asleep

"I love you..."

My heart skipped a beat as I'm trying to process what he just said

I give him a smile so he knows that i like him too

I really love him...but i just can't say it out loud

He frowns a bit cause I didn't verbally reply

Im sure he frowned as a joke but I still froze, i want to make a move to let him know that i also like him

But i cant move...I can't touch him

Why am i like this? Why can't i be the first one to hug? Why can't i be the first one to start a conversation? Why can't i let him know how much i love him?

My heart starts to beat faster, it's getting harder to breath, my eyes water and I can't move

I know I'm having a panic attack, they are always unexpected and i never know what to do

Dream notices that and sits up

"George? Are you okay?" He asks

I still can't move, I'm panicking even more and my breaths get shorter

Dream grabs me by my shoulders and makes me sit up

Now we are sitting across from each other

"Come on George, breath with me" he says

"Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out" he says as he breaths loudly to help me

I follow his instructions and i slowly calm down

"Is everything okay?" He asks

I nod and wipe my watery eyes

He sighs in relief that i calmed down

He holds my hands to help my hands from shaking

He slowly lays me down and tucks me in

"Where are you going?" I ask

"Do you want me to stay?" He asks as he's about to leave the room

"Yes..." i reply with no hesitation

He is still standing near the door

"Please stay" i say quietly

He gives me a smirk and lays down on my bed with me

We cuddle together and fall asleep in each other's arms

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I feel like this chapter opened Georges character more

I'm so thankful for the comments you guys leave, they actually motivate me and help me continue writing this book

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