yes sir // dnf

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Suicide mentions
George's pov:

The rest of the day dream ignored me, not looking at me or even staying in the same block

I went to asleep hungry, I didn't feel like eating but now I regret it

I think sapnap noticed what's happened but didn't question it

I mean I went asleep with my one pillow over my head so my crys weren't heard

If I got heard crying so many would try make me their bitch or possibly beat the shit out of me until I cried infront of them

So I'm on barely no sleep, I think I was used. Like I know he wanted to get rid of me but I thought the blow job was a way to say I'm sorry

I don't know, I can't tell what gestures mean what or whether there even gestures so I guess it's my fault. I mean I wish dream told me, he's always knew I struggled with it but also if he did tell me then I probably would've stopped it

I would say it's like 4:23 in the morning, I think that's what the clock says. I don't know its too dark and blurry to tell

"George..?" I small whisper was made

"Hmm?" I mumbled

"I can't sleep" I knew it was sap, sap never knew how to ask if someone was ok. I guess non of us knew how to deal with emotions being stuck in here for years and years. We were never taught to

"Neither" my voice cracked

"Can I come up and we cuddle? I need someone to hold and quackity is still with his leaf blower" he chuckled and so did I

"Yeah come on" i invited, quickly turning over my pillow so it was dry and wiped my tears

He climbed up in silence and laid on my chest

We used to do this as kids, I don't think I can remember a time where sapnap didn't lay on my chest atleast once a day but then we started getting older and our innocence slowly faded

"Sap?" I questioned

"Hm?" He hummed

"I love you" I muttered

I don't think I've ever said that to sapnap

"I love you too" he smiled

"And you promise you'll stay with me forever?" I questioned

"George your my brother, I couldn't let myself leave" he smiled

"Ok, I just needed to know" I sighed

"So we good?" He smiled

"Mhm" I wiped my dump cheeks

"Now let's head to bed, we've got 3 hours" he made me a little spoon "and also prey this bunk bed don't break" he chuckled

I chuckled slightly, pushing up against him

And there we laid, you know if I didn't see sapnap as a homie then I'd fuck him

"Good night georgie" he whispered as I feel asleep

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"WAKE U- what the fuck?" Sam voice echoed, waking me up "mmm what?" I grumbled, holding sapnaps arms

"Aren't you three brothers?" Sam questioned

"Three?" I opened my eyes fully to see quackity hugged into my chest

"Hello Q" I smiled

"Go to sleep, I left leaf blower for you" he smiled

"No your waking up. also George, the heads of l'manburg wants to see you" he cringed