𝙎𝙏𝙊𝙋 𝙎𝙄𝙓

15

"Can we go home now?" I asked

"Hyeah we finna go home she been sleep for a hour,
Come on." Steph said

We got in the car and I drove home this time

"It smell like weed in here, what da Fuck." Jada said fanning and I shut the door behind us

First thing I see when I turn around is monk laid back wit a girl grinding n whining on him, n kingsley jus mugged him as my eyes teared up I walked up stairs and locked and shut the door

The music was loud as Fuck so it was hard to hear anything, so no one could hear me cry.. it was a party.

Knock knock knock.

"Yes?" I asked sniffling and wiping my tears away

"You good?" I heard a deep raspy voice ask

"Yes.." I said

"Let me in we can talk." I heard so I opened da door, to see kingsley

"It's Ight, you'll be good I think." Kingsley said looking down at me

" I don't think so..." I said

"Why?" He asked

"Cus he been acting funny but that's my fault, I walked pass him and hugged you first." I said putting my face in my hands as I sat down

"He mad bout that Shii?" He asked "that shi mad childish." He said making me laugh

"You childish as fuck chill out boy." I said laughing and he laughed

"You right." He said and I smiled

"Thank you" I said

"Why?" He asked and I looked at him "that's what friends are for." He said and got up n left

I got up and shut the door, and sat on the bed

You kno that shi yo fault, don't act suprised.

"I know." I mumbled and went in the bathroom, I went in the bathroom and took my anxiety pills for today because ion feel like fucking wit dat shi

I finally decided to deal wit da shit, and walk down stairs.

I walked in da front living room and sat between Steph n jada

"What's wrong?" Jada asked

"Whatchu mean what's wrong?" I ask

"You fw monk or sum?" Steph asked

"Let's be forreal yall, of course I do, y'all kno that" I said laughing

"We know, we just tryna make you feel better by making you laugh." Jada said smiling and Steph laid her head on my shoulder

I looked at monk n he looked at me, wasn't nobody dancing on him nomo tho

I jus looked back at the wall because my heart was racing cus, that's mad petty what he did.

"Get on my fucking nerves yo." I said sighing