Dreaming Of You - Jenna Ortega imagines

Baby, why can't I have you? j.o

(college au ig??)

In which you love his girlfriend

Listen to: Why Can't I Have You - Gloria Laing

It was a boring class, same shit, over and over again. You cracked your knuckles, paying some attention to the teacher who just kept on droning on and on. You bit your bottom lip, the rest of your attention being on her. She was just sitting a few seats away. 

You couldn't get caught staring at her. Each movement she made, your eyes flicked back to the teacher. You felt yourself zoning out, thinking about her.

"Y/n, right?" She smiled, you felt your heart beat faster and faster. "I'm Jenna." You mustered the courage to smile back. She was just so mesmerizing. The way her hair fell so perfectly, her adorable dimples, and her eyes were alluring. 

You both fell into a small conversation, getting to know each other. You cursed at yourself for falling for her. Something felt off, and you knew it was going to end with you hurt. 

You zoned back in, not caring how much you missed, your brother was taking notes anyways. So, you went back to staring at her. Before you knew it, you started to think again.

"Guess what!" Your brother smiled, clearly excited to tell you something. You felt a little scared, knowing him, you didn't know what to think. 

"What?" You questioned, a curious smile on your face.

"I asked out Jenna!" You felt your heart crack, you kept the smile on your face. Sure, you were annoyed because every single girl that you've wanted has fallen into his traps, but there was no way he could've known.

"Did it go well?" You asked, doing your best not to lose your composure. Your brother, being too excited, didn't notice it. He nodded, a goofy smile still on his face.

Your eyes started to water, so you looked away from him, back to your work. You focused on trying to not cry while he told you the details. "It's next Saturday, so is it alright if I have the car for that night?"  You let out a quiet but shaky breath.

"Yeah." You mumbled, pretending to be busy. "Just remind me." You could feel the positivity buzzing off of him.

"Thanks! You're the best." He side hugged you and left the room, all happy. You felt your jaw clench as the tears flowed down your face.

"Yo!" A hand waved in front of your face when you snapped back into reality. You blinked, not realizing a tear had slipped. "Are you good? You seem upset, class is over." Your brother asked, confused. Jenna stood behind him, concerned.

You took in a breath, letting it out before answering. "I'm all good." You got up. "Did you take notes?" He furrowed his eyebrow and nodded. "I gotta- um. I have to run to the bathroom real quick." You muttered, escaping their confused and concerned stares.

The water from the tap was running, you loomed over it, tears dripping. "Fuck!" You cursed, hitting the sink. 

You knew Jenna wouldn't reciprocate those feelings. You knew that you and her could've happened if your goddamn brother wasn't there. But here you were, crying over yet another girl who was with your brother.

What did he have that you didn't?