imagines shit (Sebastian's version)

S.S || No...Don't do this

Y/n went to Allen and Allen said that hers and Sebastian's relationship looks like it's fake, and that got into y/n's mind

Word count: 1083

Y/n's pov:

"So you and Sebastian had been dating for what? A year?" Allen asks. "Year and three months. Yeah" I pump my lips.

I am so excited. I was an actress since I was 20, but just two years people started to notice me and my little films. I got a huge role as Lily Bloom in the movie 'It Ends With Us' and recently my new movie 'Shatter me' where I Juliette Ferrars, got out and is so successful.

It's my first time being interviewed by THE Allen. I was interviewed by Jimmy Fallon— who in my idea is a bit better but I don't want to judge— and James Corden.

"So we have a footage of you and Sebastian at the park a few days ago" I don't know how she got it, but me and Sebastian go to everyday, so I have no idea which video she's going to stream.

"No, but I'm just saying- no it's not fair if you get everything on diamond plates and shit just because you have two big movies?" He said but regretted it right after.

"No baby I didn't mean it to sound like th-" I cut him. "Seriously Sebastian? Seriously? I had been trying for the last Seven years to be actually successful in this industry. Had being trying for years to have a big break trough. It's not diamonds plates, it's just a chance that I got and treated it the good way. Not my fault that you get so many good chances but screw it up each time!" I yelled and stood up.

"What did I ever do? I am trying since I was twenty something to be actually an actors and just when Bucky Barnes came it happened. I had been waiting for a few good years like you, but to me I was only recognized as Bucky. Not all my other roles!" He yelled as well.

"Seriously I am so done right now. So done. You just keep making me feel worse about my success, even tho I'm the who finds you more and more auditions, and I'm the one who told my agency to take you. I did everything for you. And this is how you repay me?" I walked away.

"No baby sorry I didn't mean to-" "let's just forget about it, Seb. I really just wanna go home" I waved him off and he followed me like a puppy that got yelled at.

"From what I see here it's a very bad argument that you and Sebastian had" she says. How does she even have that? Is it even legal to do that?

"It sounds pretty toxic to me" how dare she? I no no no, what? "No. Everyone fight sometimes" I say to calm the audience down.

'Break up' they're screaming. "No no, let's not get angry, it was a week ago and we both apologised and we're totally good guys" you assure them.

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"Babe are you okay?" Sebastian hugs me from behind. I throw my phone to the other side of the sofa, so he won't see what I was looking at.

It was an edit... of the video of us fighting. It had the audio 'haven't I given enough' after Sebastian said "..it's not fair if you get everything on diamond plates and shit just because you have two big movies?"

"What were watching?" he tries to grab my phone. I say nothing and let him watch it. "Baby.." he says after watching the video for a few times.

I get up and leave. I don't know what to say or do. It's not like my rage from a few months ago, when the fight happened comes back, but.. idk how explain it.

I'm mad that people think we're toxic. I mad that they think that the only person who can listen to me talk about random shit is toxic. The only person who carries me to bed when I overwork myself. We're not toxic. Everyone have fights.

Do they even realize how many fights I said something mean? I once said "well it's not my fault that your always quiet and alo- I don't mean it. I'm sorry"

And we barley even fight. We have been dating for a year and 3 months. I hear a knock on the locked door of our bedroom.

"Love? Could you please open the door" he sounds like he cried. Shit. I made him cry. I'm a terrible girlfriend.

I open the door and he jumps to hug me without hesitation. I stumble back, and he presses his face to my neck, hugging me so tightly that I think he crushed my lungs.

"Im sorry" he cries to my shoulder. "No I am. I- I will be back in a few minutes. Wait here" I say. He tries to push me back, but I run on my tippy toes and lock him in the door.

I know how it sounds like, but I promise you it's not weird.

Sebastian's pov:

Is she going to break up with me? Is she going to believe that we're toxic? That I AM toxic?

It's been 15 minutes. She said a few minutes but it's been 15. It's too much. I'm literally so full of emotions I could break the door right now.

But she beats me to opening it, and opens the door. "All done" she has a smile on her face.

"What did you do?" "Check instagram" she grins. I open my phone and see that she uploaded a video to all her social medias.

"Okay... so I'm guessing that you've seen the video. I want to say that this is not something that happens a lot. And believe if it were happing a lot then I would have been a single woman for a year. But I'm not. And that's because Sebastian treats me, the best way a woman can be treated. That video was a violation of our privacy, so we politely ask you to stop editing it, or sharing it. We're doing what we can to get this video off the internet, so please just don't make things worse, delete the edits"

"Why'd u do that?l I ask her. "Cause I love you, and I love you" she kisses me twice on my nose.