So Megs, linkinparklover1212 , tagged me in this fear challenge thingy...being the master procrastinater that I am, I'm a bit late of course. These aren't necessarily ALL debilitating type fears, well, some are, but I'll get there eventually. So umm...lets get this thing started shall we?
Ataxophobia- the fear of disorder or untidiness.
I don't know when this started but I can't stand being around a place that is too messy. Recently when my mom took us to the beach I couldn't look up because it was such a disaster. I spent my time trying to smooth the sand in front of me instead. I guess this also could roll into OCD tendencies, but that's a bit different.
Atelophobia- the fear of imperfection.
I am a complete, utter perfectionist. It may not show itself in anything other than what I write or draw, but I can't let anything I see as an imperfection be there. Outside of that there's my fear of not being good enough to do anything of value, I guess this stems from something beaten so hard into us Americans as a culture; the need to be the best.
Equinophobia- the fear of horses.
Stupid fear, I know. This one stems from when my little brother got bitten by a horse. There was just something about the way the horse stared at him...*shudders* I have since been very wary of them and won't get any closer than ten feet to them.
Glossiphobia- the fear of public speaking.
This ones pretty simple. And rather common now that I think about it. I just hate getting up in front of people, especially when I'm supposed try and convince the of something. Nope. Can't do it.
Nosocomephobia- fear of hospitals.
I can't do hospitals. They are creepy, people are getting cut up as I speak, everything is so white, and sterile. It's weird to think that something was clean until I touched it. I've also been hospitalized quite a bit, mostly when I was younger, but I have never liked them. Hospitals freak me out.
Necrophobia- fear of death or dead things.
The idea of death is scary. Nuf said.
Ochlophobia- fear of crowds or mobs.
Too many people in a group is just terrifying. I can't count how many times things go wrong when hundreds of people are in one place. In a mob, someone could be trampled, in a crowd, elbowed in the eye. Ugh, just so many bad things happen.
Ostaconophobia- fear of shellfish.
I'm allergic to all shellfish. So I guess this is more of a fear of allergic reactions to my allergen, but I guess this works too. XD
Spheksophobia- fear of wasps.
Wasps. Fucking wasps. They fly around making an infernal amount of noise, zip this way and that, and have stingers lager than their wings that inject venom sometimes strong enough to kill a mouse! This is one of my debilitating fears. I can't move a muscle until I'm certain the wasp isn't gonna come anywhere near me. The reason for my fear is pretty straight forward. When I was about six-ish I was wandering around, climbing trees and stuff when I fell right into a wasp nest. My dad was there and rushed us both into the community pool. We both got stung a lot. Even when we were under the pool water the wasps waited above the water and every time I came up for air they'd take another swoop. I also had a severe allergic reaction to the venom and was in the hospital for four days. I'm pretty sure anyone would be traumatized by that...
Trypanophobia- fear of needles or injections.
Tell me that getting a shot doesn't make you want to curl up and die. Just tell me. It's gross, weird, so many diseases could be transferred that way, and it's...a needle! You know what I mean? *shudders*
Paralipophobia- fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
The mostly comes from my family's extended road trips. We often take our large dog, a German Shorthair Pointer, with us. I forgot to let him out of the car to let him go...well, you know...and when he had his vet appointment they said his bladder was stretched at had almost burst. I felt awful and now I can't mess anything up pertaining to him.
Virginitiphobia- fear of being raped.
I think this is self explanatory.
Xenophobia- fear of strangers or foreigners.
I get little anxiety attacks when I don't know someone and I have to talk to them. This mostly occurs in real life, but on here occasionally. I literally cannot speak and I walk like the tin man. All stiff and such.
Okay then! That's over! These are my fears. Since most of the people I know in KH/FF fandom have already done it or been tagged I'm gonna tag lonely_pianist and all of you who are reading! Good luck~
