Whims

What does relationship look like?

Hey love...

Yeah, I know... It's hard ain't it.

Being in a relationship with me, but doesn't feel that you are.

We don't go on to dates like others, we don't even do video calls often, and it's because of me.

It's not like we're trying to be like others, but isn't what being in relationship looks like?

Right?

Yeah I know.

That's what you really like.

To be with someone you love, make time for each other.

I'm so sorry.
I am really sorry.

Yeah, just like what I always do, 'apologize'.

Can't make changes, right?

I really can't, love.

I am a mess.

Sorry for letting you into this.
And I really want to get you out of this mess.

To leave me.

You.

You are a treasure.

Oh my god. I have nothing to ask for.

You are such a gem.

Truly, one of a kind.

You're smart, independent, loving.

The people around you are lucky to have you.

As do I.

And I don't want to destroy that treasure.

As much as I don't want it to be stolen from me, but I don't think I deserve you.

I might just tarnish your shine, love.

You should be with someone who will give you light.

The one who will make you happy.

To be with someone that who could show you the world, and let the world see you too.

To be with someone who is brave enough to shout to all the people that she loves you.

I do, love you.

But I'm not brave enough, love.

Go on, without me.

Continue climbing.

Go on your new journey.

Your trip with me should end here.

Thanks for staying even though the roads are rough.

And the storms are strong.

I can't go on, but you must.

You deserve a paradise, a safe haven.

Thank you for being with me.

My journey has been meaningful, because of you.

Thank you so much.

Good luck.