CRIMINAL || j.jk ✔️

AFTER ANNUAL FUNCTION.

Yes I can't fall for someone again because I know where it leads.

After him there was truly no one in my life I felt so much attached with and i know that I'll never be able to have those feelings for someone who isn't him. Most probably jungkook is my ideal type but falling for him is childish for me, I have already moved on from this kinda young and childish love long ago and i know I'll never be back there again. I have had many crushes since then but none were serious, I didn't took all these things seriously anymore because I already knew what happens when I take and do things with emotions and so-called love. I wasn't the emotional fool anymore. I didn't thought twice before hurting someone with my words and also not caring about what my own people say or do. I only cared about yeonjun and lia and still had an emotion, expectations and trust left for them in my heart which I hoped they don't break but the only question that kept taunting me

Was it good or bad?

Two people in my life taught me great lessons, one taught why to love and another taught why not to love.

I lost too many of my own people and that the reason is me breaks me more everyday I loved them enough and they loved me enough but now that they are gone I feel like everyone uses me for their own needs even dad..... Not like he's a bad person but deep down I feel like I am just carrying the crown as a responsibility of our blood with no emotions between us. I wish when I'll turn 21 so that i can-

"Buddy wanna go gym?"

This mf as always interrupting my thoughts and self time came barging asking for gym at 12 am.

Well no he's not dumb aish actually that's when we workout. Our schedule is fucked up... And no matter how hard we try to change it we always end up the same.

"Ya sure why not"
I said as I tried to refresh my mind from thinking about the past terror.

"Where's lia tho?"
I said picking up one of da dumbbells.

"She fell asleep and.....y/n one more thing.... "
He said as I shooked my head upon hearing that she fell asleep so fast without working out but more than that which shocked me was that she didn't talk with me before sleeping she was never a workout person so it didn't bother me much as it was always me and yeonjun in the gym maximum of the time.

"What? "

"I think lia's immune system is somewhat going bad"

I stopped my work and looked at him with a questionable look.

"Y/n I just noticed and i know I should've told you before but as you know lia is not much of a fighter and that she's very gentle, I didn't pay attention at it first but the reports came of our health check up which was scheduled by uncle(y/n 's father) and... "

"And what?"
I said getting up worry written all over my face.

"Doctor said her immune system is somehow not functioning properly and that if something even a slightest scratch occurs then it will lead to something serious if she's not taken extreme care"

"W-what?.. "

"She needs alot of care and we need to  keep an eye on her every minute otherwise she'll have a small time on this earth... "