Skz Oneshots

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TW: EATING DISORDER

Iris

I let myself go.

Fuck.

150 lbs.

Minho you fucking fatass.

God you're so disgusting.

Why can't you just be skinny like everyone else.

Staring into the mirror I watched my face and my body start to morph.

Soon I was busting out of my sweatpants and my shirt felt a lot tighter than before.

God what is wrong with me why can't I just be normal.

Suddenly it felt like my legs couldn't hold me up anymore.

I caved and fell to the ground curling up.

Today was our free day.

Everyone else was out and about away from the dorms meaning that i was alone.

Crawling to the toilet I felt a bile rise in my throat.

Hacking into the toilet I felt my entire body burn.

My throat became raw from the constant hacking and hot liquid in it.

I felt the last of my stomach content exit my body which wasn't much but a little bit.

I wished I could say I felt lighter but alas my body felt heavier than before.

Feeling the weight of the world crashing onto my chest as my breathing sped up.

Tucking my knees into my chest the ringing in my ears grew louder.

I covered my ears as tears started streaming down my face.

Starting to uncontrollably sob my mouth filled with saliva mixing with the taste of vomit.

My breaths came out in gasps as my lungs caved in.

Soon enough though everything went black.
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Jisung

Today was our free day and everyone had gone out to do something.

Hyunjin and Changbin had gone out to get matching tattoos, Chan had gone to visit an old friend.

I had also heard from the group chat that almost everyone in the other dorm was out too.

Jeongin and Felix went on a hunt for the best boba shops as they had been meaning to for a while and Seungmin had traveled home to visit his parents.

But I knew that there was only one person left who happend to be my favorite person in the universe.

Minho.

God how happy he makes me.

I love the feeling I get when we're together.

I love the feeling of having a soul mate someone who knows you better than you know yourself, someone who is made just for you, someone who never will judge you.

I love it.

Opening my phone I sent a chat to Minho.

Hey wanna hang out today?

Placing my phone down I went and ate some food and then returned 30 minutes later.

Huh how weird he almost always responds within 15 minutes.

I decided I would call him.

The phone rang and rang until it went to voicemail.

Getting up I decided I should go over there.