waiting for sadiq

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WAITING FOR SADIQ
CHAPTER 50

Nanah's POV

Throwing my clothes angrily inside the suitcase as i cry loudly by myself i push the suitcase on the floor angrily stepping on it as do it's who offended me, I put it back on the bed and start arranging all over as i cry and cry, I didn't deserve this,
I don't care anymore, I don't matter to anyone, nobody seems to care about me.

"Nanah."abubakar call and i look up.

"What!
What is it?
What do you want with me?"I yell at him and he just stare at me.

"This isn't necessary."he say and snort with a hiss.

"Then what is necessary,
For me to continue staying you and that stupid girl taking advantage of me,
Traumatizing me emotionally and psychologically,
I'm losing my sanity,
You have degraded me go nothing and reduce myself esteem to 0%."I yell and he shake his head.

"And where are you going?"he ask and shake my head.

"To where I'm needed."I say cleaning my tears with the back of my hand with a sniff.

I grab all my clothes out of the closet and drop them on the bed as i arrange them in the suitcase.

"You are been ridiculous."he grumble and i shake my head.

"I am always ridiculous,
I'm stupid and i know that,
I do always put men first before my own self,
I did that with sadiq and what have i get?
Nothing but a pool of betrayal after "waiting " for so many years,
And then you?
Yes I did wrong you and I'm sorry about whatever damaged I have caused in your life but that doesn't give you any significant reason for you to treat me the way you are doing,
I'm human to and at this point abubakar, you've teach me the only thing I couldn't teach myself,
To put myself before anyone."I say and continue arranging my clothes.

"Khadija."he call and i look up at him.

"I'm not divorcing you."he say and i chuckle.

"You will."I say and he shake his head.

"You can't expect me to choose between you and Fatima,
She's the mother of my unborn child,
She have my baby inside of her,
You are been selfish."he say and ignore him.

Dropping the last suitcase on the floor of the bedroom.

"Fine,
Do whatever you want,
You will still come back yourself."he say and i nod.

I don't blame him it's always my fault for been so stupid to walk back whenever i leave but this time around I'm going to suprise Abu.

He leave the bedroom slamming the door shut loudly and i release a heavy breathe, I pack my stuff in front of the mirror stand and add it in one of my handbag,
I spend another 1hour packing and once I'm done i grab my car key and head downstairs taking each of my suitcase one after the other.

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Fatima's POV

I don't know what exactly is going on but I don't fucking care, abubakar have been pacing around the parlour, it's until his wife start bringing the suitcases down that i realise that he's panicking.

"Nanah."he call and she turn, she glance at me and i rub my bump with a smile.

"Why are you doing this?"he say and it's almost as do he's scared if she leave him.

"Abu,
If you really and genuinely want me in your life then you will have to choose between me or this girl because in as much I want to stay I know for sure if this girl is still here I will be nothing but a maid in my own house which h is something i can't tolerate."she say and i hiss lowly.

"Then leave."Abubakar say And I can see the shock on her face.

"Leave Nanah,
You aren't the only lady on planet earth and life would not always revolve around you,
You think you are doing me a favor ?
No you are not,
Leave and see if I can't survive you aren't my oxygen."he say and i swear it takes everything in me to muffle the laughter that's about escaping my mouth.

She grab her suitcase and remove the car key from the hook.

"Drop my car key."he say and she drop it back without looking up before exiting the house.

Abubakar storm upstairs as i continue sitting in the parlour watching as she grab each of her suitcase until everything is gone, I stand up with a sigh, I turn off the television and head upstairs my mind as white and excited as a little child that's been given a candy.

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The next morning Abubakar wake up tired, he pray subhi and head for nanah's bedroom, it's until he reach the door that everything click to him, the scenario from yesterday all coming back to him at once, h open the bedroom hoping maybe Nanah change her mind but everything is gone, the bed neatly arranged and the front of the mirror empty, he release a heavy breathe and head to the bathroom glancing at the empty closet,
He knows it won't last, Nanah love him alot to let go the highest she can go is probably a month,
And he will manage before that time, he pray and lay on the bed.

"Toh this one you pack all your things,
Did you not have the intention of going back?"her mum ask as khadijah dust her bedroom, the two haven't gone back to sleep since subhi prayer, yesterday when Nanah arrive in the evening they both didn't talk much literally because Nanah was just crying and even when she offered to call abubakar she stop her from doing so it's this morning Nanah explain everything to her mum.

"I don't know mum,
There's just this feeling inside me that abubakar and i would never be together again."Nanah say and her mum stare at her.

"Nanah."her mum can as she start arranging her clothes.

"Nanah you are 30 you know that and obviously you know how diff......

'mum, I'm 30 yes and I know the society will have some shit to say that I leave my marriage blah blah blah but I don't care, I can't keep enduring this because I'm afraid that if abubakar and i seperate I won't be married again,
Just because I'm not any younger doesn't mean i have to go through all this thing in the name of marriage,
If i continue like this eventually one day i will die of high blood pressure or whatsoever,
I don't care I just want to he healthy and live a happy life."Nanah say and her mum stat quiet.

"What about children?
Are you.........

"Ummah please,
Abu haven't divorce me yet,
And if he chooses to do that then so be it I'm assuring you i will be fine and move on with my life,
Khairat is here even if i didn't give birth to her she's like a daughter to me."Nanah say and her mum sigh.

Definitely she knows her mum is scared for her , scared of the society justifying her actions or painting a bad image of her reputation as the woman who doesn't want to stay in her husband house.
But Nanah doesn't care, that's least of her problem she just want to be ok mentally and do what she always love doing the most which is her work.

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