Louis Point of view
I drove down the motor way back down to the shared flat I have in London as I took out my bags with a soft sigh, creeping into the house trying to not make a sound as the smell of bacon & eggs were the cloud aroma, I took another wiff and grinned.
Chicken bacon to be exact
I slid off my vans walking further into the house as I saw the familiar curved figure blasting FOB
"Morning" I stood by the door frame with a grin upon my lips as the person waved back and walked closer to me.
"There's a room in a hotel in new York city, that's shares our fate and deserves our pity" the person sang in a sing song voice taking ahold of my hand.
"A bit much fall out boy?" I chuckled as the person continued to sing twin skeletons (hotel in NYC)
"My darling, can't I sing?" She giggled as she scanned my face.
"So, you were in Doncaster? Did you see mum?" My mom used to raise her like her own as she well, didn't have a mother as I got flash backs from earlier that morning.
"We'll talk about it over breakfast, okay?"
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"So wait, she didn't call you for two years and shows up and the home field with twins and a new husband?" She raised a questioning brow
"Sarah, she doesn't fucking care anymore, she whored herself out, didn't tell her son cause she didn't want me to help the kids cause I'm such a fucking loser and married the guy cause she didn't simply want to seem like the whore she was" I said, as I took a sip of the freshly brewed coffee
The deadly brown eyes locked with mine as she bit her lip "Don't call her a whore Louis for gods sake its your mother, what she did wasn't right and would you tell your mom you knocked up a girl when you didn't marry her and you're screwed unhappily with a child? I know you'd be embarrassed, imagine what she was facing.. I know its none of my business, but you guys were the family I never had and I can't see you this way, and heck. Louis in what world are you a loser?" I watched the actions of her as she looked down into her lap
She really only had us and her dad and I felt like a ungrateful prick since I still had contact with my sisters.
"Now, hey... Don't cry..I'm sorry if you want go back and sing along to fall out boy, my mood is just sour today" I frowned as I ruffled her hair
She looked back up at me with a smirk as I knew what was coming.
"In your game room?" She grinned as I let out a soft huff.
The one room which didn't have one of her bras in or smelled like Channel perfume and most importantly the room with all the holes in them. I was bound to fix them, but everytime I practice shots there's 2 more added I'm up to about fifty.
"Oh and carry me down there" she smiled happily as I rolled my eyes as I got up having the short girl hop on, as I held onto her legs, piggy backing me. Her white Samsung Galaxy in my face as I jogged down the steps and placed her on the sofa.
"No opening the fridge or reading and if you aren't singing you can't be in here" I sounded like Adam, as I shook my head, taking out my green iPhone walking upstairs as she had already started blasting
American beauty, American Psycho
I felt the need to call my mum and patch things up with her as the other woman in my life was singing her heart out downstairs all I heard was "I'm not easy" and god could I agree with whatever she was saying she was far from "easy"
I shut the door, walking up into the bedroom as I dialed the number Lottie had given to me
I let out a soft sigh as I looked over at the pictures on my side of the bed as I heard someone answer
"Hello?" I heard the woman answer
I bit my lip as I looked down at my socks "uhm, hello it's Louis Tomlinson mind if I speak to Johanna?"
The line went silent for a bit "hello? " I said checking if she had hung up
"You're speaking to her, what do you want louis?"
I just wanted to call her mom but ugh I couldn't.
"I want you to..."
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