Our Deal~ (Billdip)

Chapter 11- Feelings

"I am going for a walk"

I said, I hated attention. I left the Shack and went to the woods

I like woods, they are relaxing and makes me feel safe. I can hear birds singing and the sun shining. What a beautiful day

"I agree! I like sunny days"

I flinched as Bill appeared next to me in a sudden. I had to get used to his teleportation thing

I walked away from Bill, in an attempt to ignore him. He didn't walk to me though instead he just teleported next to me in every ten seconds

"Stop following me Bill!"

He grabbed me by my chin and make me look at him forcefully. I tried to look away but I couldn't, there was no force holding me but I just couldn't

I was red as a tomato and we were eye-to-eye. It was like the time stopped, it was just me and him

"B-Bill?"

I stuttered, damn

"Wha- Oh sorry"

He let go of my chin before he blinked, I noticed he hasn't blinked when we were eye-to-eye I didn't even know if he needed to

"Are you okay?"

I put my right hand on his cheek, in seconds I realized what I was doing
and let go of my hand

"I am just deep in thoughts"

I didn't see this side of him before, this wasn't the Bill I was used to. Not happy insane, sly but ...sad and thoughtful

I went over to the nearest tree and sat down on the grass. I looked at him, he wasn't even looking at me, he was looking at the ground

"Come here"

He looked up to me and sat beside me

"What's wrong Bill? You don't have to hide your thoughts"

"What are those feelings pinetree?"

"How do you feel?"

"Nervous, I am supposed to be an all knowing but inside I know nothing"

He started to tear up but I slipped them away and hugged him

"What are y-"

"Shut up for a moment"

I felt his grip tightened on me. I am surprised to see him actually having emotions. He is just misunderstood and confused

After a while his silent cries stopped and he broke the hug. He slipped away his tears when he did so

"Bill, look. We all feel emotions, we are all scared of the unknown but we can share it with eachother and become ...better. You can talk to me, I will always listen to you"

"Why are you helping me?"

"People misunderstood you and so did I...but now I can see, you have feelings too. I am helping you becuase you are confused and that's the right thing to do"