Is This Love? (Snapexreader)

Chapter 6 - My First Kiss 💋

Y/N's POV

After professor Snape kicked out McGonagall and Dumbledore, he gently made his way over to me carefully grabbing my left hand and putting it on his shoulder while his left was perfectly on my waist, it was like a puzzle and we knew exactly where all the pieces went, we begin swinging back in fourth like a elderly couple having there first dance in years

"You're pretty good at this professor Snape" I get spun into a circle until I am reunited with my hand on his shoulder, I look up at him to see a small smirk on his lips

"Call me Severus when it's just us and your not too bad for a fish that just grew a pair of legs" A small low chuckle came out, It made my heart start beating rapidly which caused me to lose balance and I ended up with my head on his chest, Panicking I quickly stepped backwards

"S-sorry I lost focus" I look down at the ground embarrassed of what I just did

Why did I do that? Why did I love that chuckle so much...And his smile....It just makes the butterflies in my stomach go crazy! It's not fair

"Not everything is fair, you know" I look up to see him frowning, I start walking back over and sit down to the chair beside of him, I see him in the corner of my eye looking at me

"H-how did you know I was..." I quickly look up at him, I was eager to figure out how he knew what I was thinking, I saw a pink tint creeping up on his cheeks

"Legilimency, I thought you would've figured it out sooner but I suppose you're not as smart as I thought you were" I felt heat rising to my cheeks

"Wait, so you heard me talk about...and you..." I felt as if I was a volcano with how hot my face was getting, I probably looked like I was about to pass out

"Yep, I heard EVERYTHING, from the kissing to the butterflies I give you" He wasn't even trying to hide his grin, he looked like he was enjoying the sight of me being a flustering mess

I am so STUPID! How did I not think of that? It all makes sense! But why did he get angry from my thought in the dark arts room tho...was he jealous?

I begin to smirk which confuses professor Snape, it also let's me know he wasn't reading my mind just now, I begin to look around the room not bother

"So, since you read my mind up to this point, why did you get irritated at me in dark arts class? I mean now that I think about it, why would you care what I was thinking?" I felt my lips twitch into a wide smirk, he kept trying to avoid eye contact

"I got irritated because you kept thinking about how you might actually like....Lupin....Instead of paying attention to your reading, that is it, so get those silly little ideas of me being jealous out of your head" I frown from the words he said, I was hoping he would've just admitted he like me but I suppose that's also a silly idea

"Okay, sorry Severus, It was just a dumb mindless thought I suppose you're right, like you could like someone that is me" I smile a little while looking down in defeat, Before I could say anything else I felt someone gently grab my face and roughly place there chapped lips onto my soft plumped one's, opening my eyes I see professor Snape separating our lips and looking into my e/c eyes

"I....I need a moment...I'm sorry..." He signals me to get out which kinda worries me, but without any hesitation, I quickly scurry out and go back to my common room, what could've I done wrong? My heart begins beating faster and faster as I remember my first kiss with the man that seems to have stolen my heart

Snape's POV

I stood there not wanting to move, my eyes stuck on the spot where
y/n was sitting, my heart was racing faster than what I was use to, my heart hasn't beat this fast since Lily...

Is this...love? No, it's because she reminds me so much of lily and due to that I can't let this happen.
My heart aches everytime I think about having to leave her out of my life... having to see her be with that Weasley just like how I had to watch james.....at least this time I got to steal her first kiss...

Remembering back, I couldn't help but smile at how happy she looked when we were dancing, she was so flustered when she lost balance because I chuckled as mellow as possible to make her that way, I started remembering the kiss, she looked so defeated thinking she didn't have my heart and how I had hers, I couldn't resist... and because of that, it's going to be harder to not think of her

(A/N - I'm sorry if the book doesn't seem that good, it's my first x reader, I am trying my best, I am 15 so I confirmed the fact that it sounds like a 15 year old wrote it, because a 15 year old did...anyways carry on 🙃)