The Player (Chresanto August Story)

~10~

After School

I made sure to go to Chresanto's car after the majority of people had left. I walked over to his car and got in the passengers seat looking straight ahead waiting for him to speak.

"Well, hello to you too"-Chresanto said facing me

"What do yo want?"-I asked still looking straight ahead

"I thought that we could just say all of or feelings toward each other right now since no one is here and it's just only us two"-Chresanto suggested

"Mhmm okay I'll start. 1. You are a fucking bitch who thinks that he runs shit just because he can get any girl he wants! Have you even thought about how these poor girls feel after you fuck them the leave? They probably wanted something more than just the fucking but because you wanna show yo boys how it's done to be a Player you won't even think twice to look back at her to think if maybe one day you'll actually get together and be married. Everything to you is just sex well I'm telling you right now that if you wanna succeed in life then there is more to it than just sex!"-I said coldly looking directly into his eyes

"Wow damn"-Chresanto rubbed the back of his neck

"Look, you may or may not have realized -most likely not- that I actually liked you I thought of even being in a relationship with you, hoping that you would just leave your Player ways and be a man for once not a little boy who likes playing games! God, I thought that we could actually be something you know"-I said once again looking into his eyes

"Now, I just look and sound stupid"-I looked down and started playing with my fingers

"No. You don't look nor sound stupid, okay? This wouldn't be happening if I'd just man up like you said"-Chresanto lifted up my chin

"I used to get butterflies whenever you touched me. I thought that you were really cute and handsome but what you did and your personality just made you ugly"-I said the truth

"Wow"-Chresanto said and I could tell that he was hurt

"Why do you do this? Just why?"-I asked

"I really don't know"-Chresanto lied

"You're lying"-I said

"No I'm not"-Chresanto lied again

"Just tell me the truth"-I said

Chresanto's Flashback

It was 2 years ago, Chresanto was just chilling at Prince's house party though he was supposed to be with his girlfriend Alexis at home since she wasn't "Feeling well". Chresanto already has suspicions of Alexis cheating on him but just never confronted her. Everyone was having a good time when all of a sudden Alexis shows up.

"Ay man is it me or does she really look like Alexis?"-I asked Ray pointing at the curly haired girl

"Damn, she does look like Alexis but whos that nigga that she's with?"-Ray asked

"I don't know. Wait, what's she doing here? Isn't she supposed to be at home sick?"-I asked

"Go check your girl"-Ray said

"She won't be my girl for long"-I said

I kept my eye on her the whole night and that nigga who she was with. She was all over him and they were making out, my blood just started to boil and I wanted to go over there soo bad to beat the living hell out of that nigga. Soon, they linked hands and made their way upstairs... After a while, I decided to follow, as soon as I reached the top step, I heard loud moans coming from 3 doors down.. I marched over and kicked the door down.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!"-I shouted

"Yo, who's this nigga?"-The guy asked covering himself

"Her man and imma give you 5 seconds before I fucking beat your ass"-I said as calmly as I could and I watched him scurry off like the little pussy he was

"AS FOR YOU! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO BEING SICK HUH? YOU LYING BITCH! I KNEW ALL OF THESE TIMES YOU WAS CHEATING ON ME YOU KNOW WHAT? WE ARE DONE KEEP ALL OF THE SHIT THAT I GAVE YOU BUT I NEVER WANNA HEAR FROM YOUR ASS AGAIN!"-I pointed my finger at her

"No baby please"-Alexis started crying and reached for me

"Dirty ass bitch"-I shook my head and went straight home

I really loved here like she had always been there for me and I'd always been there for her and she goes to do that? My hate for women and girls were just low now, I hated every single girl my motto was: Fuck love. Then I thought that I would become a player like just how Alexis played me.

End of flashback

"Wow but how do you know that every girl will be exactly like Alexis?"-I asked

"I just do"-Chresanto shrugged

"So up to today you still think that women and girls are bitches?"-I asked

"More or less yes"-Chresanto nodded

"Do you think that I'm a bitch?"-I asked

Chresanto stared at me for a while before finally answering.

"No. Not at all"-Chresanto admitted

"Why is that?"-I asked

"Because you're soo down to earth, I love that about you. You're really chill to hang out and it feels like I can tell you anything"-Chresanto said

"Really?"-I asked

"Yes really"-Chresanto nodded

"How about I told you that most of these girls that you've fucked and ducked are just like me just that you haven't had time to get to know them"-I said

"Then I would think that you're lying"-Chresanto said

"Well I'm not. Let's take Kayla for example. You went out with her for like what? A week? You never got to know her properly, yall could have had something really good going on but you refused"-I said

"I guess you're right"-Chresanto said

"I know I am"-I said

"Well how do you feel towards me now?"-Chresanto asked

"Now that I know why you do what you do, it's safe to say that I forgive you but you first of all need to regain trust for girls and women because not every girl is like Alexis alright? And we need to to actually be a man okay?"-I asked

"Sure"-Chresanto smiled

"Good"-I smiled too

"Now, I feel like we could have had something but because of my pride, we didn't even get to have a relationship. Truly, from the moment I saw you, I saw my whole future with you in it. For a second in my life, I thought of you actually being my girl that's why I was soo eager to get your number and talk to you"-Chresanto said which mad the butterflies in my stomach just appear

"That's cute"-I smiled

"Yeah I guess"-Chresanto shrugged

"Shit, it's about to rain I better get home now, bye Chresanto"-I opened the car door but Chresanto pulled me back in

"I'll drive you home alright?"-Chresanto demanded

"Well okay"-I shrugged ad closed the door

The ride back home was silent but it was a nice silence. I thought that I would invite Chresanto in my house plus he didn't wanna go home yet so I thought why not? We just wanted to talk about everything that was going on.