chapter 6: To Hell

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From the day I was born

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From the day I was born... I was weak. I could never run. It was even difficult to walk.

Until muzan came along.

"You poor thing. I shall save you."

My parents were not happy.

Despite having grown stronger....

I wouldn't go out in the sunlight... and I began to feed on people.

"Rui! What have you done? What have you done?!"

Long ago... I heard an incredible story. Apparently, a father died saving his child from drowning in the river.

Such amazing parental love. I was deeply moved.

Dying so that your child could live was truly fulfilling a parent's role.

So why did my parents tried to kill me?

My mother only wept. She didn't try... to shield me from my father's attempts to kill me.

What should have been strong family bonds...

Her love... must have been fake.

We clearly weren't a real family.

"..."

'Is she still alive? What's that she's saying?'

"I'm sorry that although I gave you life, I couldn't give you a strong body too."

Rui stared eye wide.

With those words of sorrow on her lips... she died.

"It's alright rui... I'll die with you."

At first, my anger at his attempt to kill me kept me from hearing those words. Eventually... I understood my father was willing to die in order to share my sin of having killed someone.

With knowledge I suddenly realized...

That bonds we shared... we're strong and true... until j cut them with my hands.

Muzan tried to cheer me up.

"All this... was your parents' fault for not accepting what you've become. Be proud of your strength."

I had no choice but to believe that. Otherwise, I couldn't live with what I'd done.

Even though I told myself that my parents were to blame...

I missed my father and mother so badly i couldn't stand it.

It shows tanjiro holding nezuko as they layed down. Then appeared y/n checking on them, so she turned to rui as her eyes changed to "regret". 

Even creating a fake family didn't stop emptiness. 

In the end, I was the strongest, so no one could ever protect or defend me. Yet that human girl.... still protected me from random slayers....

But the more stronger I got, the more of my human memories faded...

And the less I understood what I truly wanted.

Rui's body fell down to y/n, tanjiro, and nezuko. 

What did I want to do?

I started desperately reaching out, searching for...

Connections I no longer understood... and never could recreate.

That's when tanjiro puts a hand on rui's back and y/n grabs his hand and begins to quietly cry making quiet apologies to him.

Warm as the light fo the sun. Now that i can remember... I...

Wish I could apologize. I'm sorry. This was my fault... all my fault. Please forgive me.

"But... I've killed mountains of people, so I'm going to hell..he'll... I don't get to go ot the same place as mom and dad... right?"

It shows his father placing a hand on his back and his mother holding his hand gently.

"Wherr you go, well go."

"Were your parents. Well even go with you to hell."

He changes back to human crying and the three of them hugged as he shouted, "This is all my fault! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! So very sorry!"

His body disappeared at the same time, y/n's tears stopped and disappeared.

Y/n just sat there until giyu came and stand on the clothes as he looked to tanjiro, "Don't waste pity on a demon that ate dozens of people. Even if it looks like a child. It was a horrible monster that lived for hundreds of years."

Tanjiro Retorted, "In order to soothe the spirits of those it killed, and to make sure jt claims no further victims... I will swing my blade and lop off the head of any demon without mercy! But I will not belittle those who regret their actions... and suffer over thing they did as demons. Because demons were once humans. Because they were human like me. Move your foot. They aren't ugly, worthless monsters. They are pitiful creatures, once living and now empty shells." 

Y/n just blankly looked to them as if she didn't cried eariler.

"You." Until giyu and y/n felt shinobu was there.

Giyu blocked her blade as shinobu says, "Hmm? Why did you block me, tomioka?" He kept quiet.

"You yourself said there's no getting along with demons. So what are you doing? That's why everyone hates you." Said shinobu making y/n sweatdrop.

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