Bitch I think I'm gay? (THIS IS SO CRINGE IM SO SORRY BUT IM DISCONTINUING THIS)

The encounter

( this is set before getting in ua and yes it's the same timeline just mostly everyone is obsessed with the past.....characters will be ooc that's obviously my fault duh I'm the writer)

Makoa ito P.O.V

It's a chilly Saturday's evening around 5:30 in Fukuyama, Japan. I'm walking away from my chaotic adobe that my brother and I lived in for a few months since we moved here.I am deep in my thoughts while sluggishly walking. My black platform boots making a tap sound as I step onto the sidewalk. My black curly hair bouncing with each step I take. The pieces around my face tickling it. Honestly I want to straighten it and cut it even shorter, possibly bleach or dye it. I play with my rings my father gave me when I was a little boy. a bulky silver skull, a plain silver band and a silver snake ring on my right hand. A black cross and a black star ring on my left hand. I chuckled in my head at the colors I've always worn somehow. Recapping what my older brother had assumed about me and just because I was out late last night!

"UGH- I can't believe he said I was being like mom! I was with my friends goddammit! Not strangers MY FRIENDS! Ugh he's a dingus." I whisper-yell to myself followed by me fidgeting with my mask that I normally wear since I have facial dysmorphia. All because of my damn mother. Literally who in the fuck cuts their child's face into a permanent smile? Like ok I came out to u as trans just accept me as a boy. Amd I didn't want hair down to my knees so I cut it to just below my shoulders and cut my bangs.U SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED ME BUT NO U DECIDED TO BE A SHIT MOTHER!! So I saved up some money from working at a music store and bought me a binder and I learned to deepen my voice to sound more masculine ! I'm actually liking voice now  although I still fuck up my words and stuff. I'm so glad u stay at lots of guys houses u hoe! Its prolly why dad left.. Tyrone talks about him sometimes but I dont remember him at all. I wonder what he looks like? . 

"Hey dude!?"I heard an unfamiliar sudden male shout I heard from behind me. I turned around to see a slender, black shoulder length haired boy jogging towards me. He had tan skin with a scar from his eyebrow to the bottom of his eye. This bitch had bright ass red eyes almost like you looking into a red led light. I was kinda shocked by his shark-like teeth but I didn't pay attention to it. He prolly dont like people pointing his teeth out makoa dont u know shit like this!?

"Uh hello?" he says, snapping his fingers in front of my face.

"Oh,sorry" I stamper, snapping out from my trance.

"Uh..oh right..you dropped this" He says while giving me back my skull ring.

"Thank yyou sir" I replied while yelling at myself in my head why I called him sir! Like come on, it isn't like he's 30, he looks maybe 18!

"Oh ..My name is Eijiro Kirishima."He announces with a polite tone. 

"I'm makoa ito. Nicce to mmeet you!" I told him.

His silk-like hair swayed in the wind. God saver and heaven father of almighty..why did you give me nappy curly hair huh? Why not straight hair that's tamable?

"I like it.. it's manly! " he cheers

" Manly?" I questioned. Thanks-!" I say but cut myself off before I blurted out 'I picked it out myself ' I didnt want to chance outing myself to a stranger, you never know what their reaction would be.

" Oh oh uhm it's my-my thing I do. I say it in a way as.... something is unique.. or in some cases someone living without regret." he nervously explains. 

"Oh.. I like that.. it's different." I responded.

 He smiles with his razor sharp-like teeth. You would think to be freighted by it ..... but it's actually quite comforting to me.