READ!!!! this book is a scrap, i didn't know where i was going with the plot and i got bored of writing it.. so you don't have to read this if you don't want to but, i'm just publishing it for funzies !
in a case where ximena is in a toxic relations...
i was currently at the ab0rt!on clinic getting my operation done.
"now you'll feel a little pinch for a couple of minutes, i just need you to take a deep breathe for me okay." the doctor said. i nodded.
i held onto mattias hand really tight as i felt a pinch inside of me.
after sometime, the procedure was finally done.
"you did great ximena! you may feel a little cramping down there for about 24 hours. i suggest you take it easy today and little bit tomorrow. don't forget to give me a call if you have any questions!" my doctor said.
i smile and nodded and we ended up leaving.
even though i didn't want to have a kid, i was still a little sad that i had to give up my child. i obviously didn't want to.. but i had too for the sake of mattia and i.
the whole day, i was at mattias. we were in his room and i laying with him.
we were listening to music, he rubbed my back and played with my hair as i was laying on his chest.
"you okay my love?" Mattia said.
i looked at him and couldn't help but let out of a few tears.
i gave him and big hug and he hugged me back.
"te amo mucho bebe." he cried into my arms as well.
translation: i love you so much baby
"yo también...... te amo mucho." i said, wiping off my tears.
translation: i love you too...... so much
"you want starbucks my love?" he laughed.
"sure." i laughed while wiping off my tears.
"okay ima be right back, i love you." he gave me a quick kiss.
he grabbed his keys and put on his shoes and headed off.
i realized that he forgot his phone.
i picked it up and realized someone had texted him.
i know you're probably thinking..
don't you dare go through this phone.
but i saw the contact photo and realized it was his ex.
i opened up his phone and look at the message.
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after i seen the message, i honestly didn't know what to say.
i was mad but kind of sad at the same time but i was more mad than sad.
i sat on his couch that was in his room with his phone unlocked waiting for him to come back.
all of a sudden, i hear his door creek and well well well. it was him.
"hey babe, i am ba-"
"are you fucking kidding me? tina?!" i said, showing him the ss.
"babe.. it's not what it looks like." he said, putting down our drinks.
"oh yeah mattia, then what is it?" i said, tears practically forming in my eyes.
"i don't know, alright! i was just so fucking frustrated with all of this so i took it out on tina. i am sorry okay!" he said, now raising his voice.
"mattia, are you fucking kidding me right now? oh my fucking god. I HAVE DRIVEN MYSELF INSANE FOR THE LAST 48 HOURS FIGURING OUT WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO WITH THE FUCKING BABY THAT WAS LIVING IN MY STOMACH AND YOU WERE IN HERE FUCKING ANOTHER BITCH. oh let me get this straight, YOUR EX!" i said.
"ITS NOT FAIR XIMENA!" he said.
"BRO, YOU WERENT GOING TO BE THE ONE CARRYING A CHILD FOR 9 MONTHS. THROWING UP EVERYDAY. BACK PROBLEMS EVERYNIGHT. AND, YOU WERENT THE ONE WHO HAD TO LAY ONA. FUCKING OPERATION TABLE GETTING A LIFELESS FETUS SUCKED OUT OF YOU. SO DONY YOU FUCKING DARE SAY ITS NOT FAIR." i cried.
"mena, i love you." he said, coming to hug.
"mattia don't fucking touch me, matter of fact. here's your fucking necklace, here are the rings you gave me, and here is your fucking hoody. we're done mattia. don't call or text my phone." i said. grabbing my phone and leaving.
he didn't even try to stop me.
once i left, i walked home. i felt like shit. my stomach was hurting, i had been crying all day. my hair was greasy and a mess. ugh, why me.
once i got home, my mom was in the living room her shows. she turned and could tell that there was something wrong.
"sweetie, what's wrong?" she said, walking over to me.
"it's mattia, he-"
"he what amor?" my mom said.
"he cheated on me." i said.
"awe mija." she hugged me, i cried into her arms.
"acabo de abortar y me quiere hacer esto." i cried.
translation: i just got an abortion and he wants to do this to me.
"ve y acuéstate mena, tal vez te sientas mejor." my mom said, i nodded.
translation: go lay down mena, maybe you'll feel better.
i went upstairs, put all my stuff down and went to sleep.
