CHAPTER SIXTY FIVE

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I can feel his heart beat, the feeling that I missed, his warmth...

"I love you. I love you, Shein." Mahinang bulong niya habang mahigpit parin ang yakap niya sakin.

"... Mahal rin kita." I whispered between my sobs.

Ayoko na, ayoko nang magsinungaling sa nararamdaman ko. Kung susugal man ako muli, ay susugal ulit ako ng malaki. I love him, I still do, I am just scared for whatever may happen, scared that I might just going to hurt him again.

Yumakap siya ng mas mahigpit at isinama na rin namin si Aze na nakayakap Rin sa amin.

I want my son to have a family he can call. I want him to be happy not just because I am with him always but also his father is with him as well.

"I love you both." He whispered again and he kissed my forehead as well as our baby.

We've stayed at the top floor of that mall for almost an hour after we decided to go back to where the others are.

They immediately welcome us especially Aze with hugs dahil sa pagaalala nila kanina. They already know na si Blake ang may pakana ng lahat 'cause he confessed after Felix and I found out that Aze is with Aizer. Of course agad nilang minura, at nakatikim pa siya ng sapak ni Zel.

I am glad that everything is going back to normal. I hope that this isn't temporary kasi baka mabaliw na ako non.

All I want is to make my son happy, kung gugustuhin man ng kapalaran na maging masaya rin ako, why not. Tho, I'm already happy, but things aren't that clear between me and Aizer.

I am still confused, ano na ba talaga kami ngayon?

"I'm happy that you already fix the issue between you and Aizer. I'm sure Aze is happy right now." Felix suddenly said.

"Yeah, I think I feel better na." Ani ko naman.

We are at his house again, after naming umuwi mula sa Manila ay dumeretso agad ako rito para magpaalam ng maayos sa kaniya at kay Tita.

I will move again to Paps' house, that's what they all wants after all. And I am very much thankful for everything he did for the both of us.

"Thank you so much, Lix. Thank you for everything." I uttered as I smiled at him.

"No need to thank me, Shein. I did this because I care and you already know the reason." Aniya habang nakangiti rin.

Napangiti nalang ako at agad na yumakap sa kaniya.

"I'm sorry...." I gloomily whispered.

"I understand, Shein. I know from the very start na walang kaseguraduhan ang sugal na ginagawa ko and I know that you belong to him." Mahinang sambit niya.

"Makakahanap ka rin ng babaeng magmamahal sayo ng lubusan."

I know na nasasaktan ko siya simula pa lang kahit alam ko ang nararamdaman niya para sakin. Pero hinayaan ko lang siya sa mga gusto niya. Hinayaan ko siya na mag stay sa tabi namin ni Aze. Hinayaan ko siya na tulungan ako sa pagpapalaki kay Aze.

I recognized his feeling, yes. I tried to accept him, I tried to open my heart, but nothing happened. My heart only throb for Aizer, and I did realized that the moment I saw him for the first time in three years.

"Thank you, Tita, Felix. Maraming salamat sa lahat."

"If you need help, just tell us Shein. We will try to visit you often." Mangiyak-ngiyak na sabi ni Tita sakin.

"Thank you, Tita. Bibisita rin kami pag may pagkakataon." Nakangiti kong sabi at agad na yumakap sa kaniya.

"See you again, Shein. Say hi and goodbye to Aze for me." Ani naman ni Felix at yumakap rin sa akin.

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