Her insecurities

Epilogue

Nandini's pov

That day everything settled down, sure there were hiccups but we haven't had an argument that would end up hurting each other, yes we have had disagreements but those are normal. It has been 3 years since that day and we are blessed to have a beautiful baby boy, he is Manik's twin in terms of attitude and sass however Manik says he has my chubby cheeks

He is such a good boy, him and Manik were currently sleeping while I was making some breakfast for them becasue my boys are always hungry. I took the food upstairs and saw Manik still sleeping but my little arav was up kicking his little legs

"Mum umm mu' I heard making me smile

"Hi munchkin" I said walking to him picking him up

"How is my baby" I asked and he smiled grabbing my face

"No baby" I said seeing him biting my jaw but he just ignored it and started giggling

I sat down on the bed and Manik stirred in sleep making arav jump in my arms wanting to be let down on the bed

"Ma mum ah Mumma" he was so talkative today

"Yes baby"

'Down" he said pointing at Manik so I let him down

He crawled to Manik and smacked hi back with his little hands making Manik smile, I shook my head at how he is about to irritate arav

"Pa pa" he said and Manik just laid there

"Mumma" arav said looking at me

"Yes you can wake him uo baby" I said and he smiled

He tried shaking manik but obviously thats impossible and manik was not even moving purposely, a few minutes went by and arav had an angry pout on his face.

"Manik come on dont irritate him more" I said and he chuckled flipping over on his back picking up arav placing him on his stomach

"Good morning arav" he said and arav face planted on his chest making me laugh

"Im sorry baby" he spoke making him sit again

"Mumma"

"I know silly, manik stop playing with him like that he doesnt like it" I spoke and arav had this huge smile seeing me back him up

"I wont im sorry little man" manik said and arav kissed his cheek

"Manik you get up too, and have breakfast, give arav to me" I said and he did

"Lets get your tummy full" I said tickling him causing him to laugh

I love his smile, his laugh, his giggling ahhh I never thought I could love anyone more than manik but this little human right here is my entire world along with manik. Both of them had food, while watching tv, they have this bait well arav does and always has and now manik has picked up on the hair too

Since it is a Sunday, I knew imm gonna be either sleeping or stopping my little kids from fighting, I wonder how they will be when arav grows up because he is 2 and manik and him have these arguments well arav will pout or start crying and manik laughs when he sees him angry.

Or the other way, when I get mad at manik, arav is always giggling and laughing, he loves when I scold manik but if anyone  who isn't cabir navya Arun or me lays a hand on manik, arav freaks out which is the cutestest little thing

"Jaan did you eat" I heard manik pulling me out of my thoughts

"Yes I had a smoothie this morning and im still full" I said wiping arav's face

"Have you given arav a bath yet"

"No, I am about to though why" I asked looking at him and I didnt need to be told anything

"No manik, absolutely not"

"Please nandini, I want you"

"I want you too babe but I am not doing anything infront of arav" I said and he smirked

"Cool then give him a bath first" he said and I didnt think much of it

I took arav for a bath and then once I put him In his little pyjamas he fell a sleep making me smile. I kissed his cheeks fowled by manik who kissed his forehead and then he picked me up making me squeal

"Manik stop it" I said

"No shush, I need you now" he said making me blush

"At least let me put some pillows beside him" I said and he put pillows beside arav with me still being in his arm

"Happy" he asked and I nodded

He carried me to the bathroom and lets just say it was a really good way to spend time with my husband, him and I dont get much alone time but whenever we do, we make the most of it. Once we were out of the shower we laid down and he fell a sleep instantly.

I love how my life turned out, I was a person with lots of insecurities, whether it be my eating habits or the way my body looked but manik's love and care took all those away, I do have moments where I get insecure but he manages to handle me very well

I caressed manik's cheeks making me cuddle closer at the same time that arav cuddled closer to me. I was in the middle and they both do this, they cuddle me when they sleep, it feels so good to get this love that I thought I would never get.

My journey from ms Murthy to mrs malhotra has been an incredible one. From being insecure to being fully secure and happy it is a journey I will always remember. I love my two babies and I am so damn happy with my life despite the ups and down, as long as we are together nothing else matters.