Secret Love [Nomin]

CHAPTER 5

Before I can do anything Jeno pulls away from me and takes a few steps back, while I stay frozen, I can't realize what just happened.

We're looking at each other for a moment before Jeno speaks.

Jn: I'm sorry... I shouldn't have... I... I know you love Renjun and that I'm just a friend to you but... I love you Jaemin... I'm really sorry, I know you don't love me back, I don't know why I did that I-

- Me too

Jn: uh?

- I love you too Jeno

Jn: Really? But Renjun?

- Yes really. As for Renjun, I don't think I was really in love with him...

Jn: So does that means... you..

I kiss him before speaking.

- Yes I'll be your boyfriend.

He smiles at me and kisses me again.

Jn: Jaem...? Do we tell the others?

- No, not yet. I have an idea. Since we have a concert in 3 months, we could tell them there, and announce it to our fans too

Jn: You're sure?

- Yes!

Jn: Okay, come on we're going back!

We're heading towards the exit, however opening the door, we see Renjun crying.

- Injun omg what's happening?!

I get closer to him wanting to hug him, but he pushes me away.

Rj: I HATE YOU NA JAEMIN!!!

He runs away directly after.

What... what did I do to him?

We look at each other lost, before finally going back to the training room.

Mk: BOYS OMG WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU, IT'S BEEN AN HOUR!

- Um we got lost on the way

Hc: You're kidding me '-'

- Maybe 🙃

Mk: Anyway, have you seen Renjun, it's been a long time since he left too, and he didn't seem okay

- Um ye-

Jn: No

Jb: Alright the training is postponed to tomorrow, all of you need rest

We all bow to him to thank him and go back to the dorm.

Renjun POV

Why...?

I was sure they were hiding something from me, I've had doubts about their relationship for a moment and yet I continued to do as if nothing happened, I continued to hope, telling myself I still had a chance with him.

But no.

Everything is clear now. It's the reason why Jeno was distant from me and didn't want me to come near Jaemin. He was afraid I would steal him away from him...

If only he knew...

If only he knew it was him and not Jaemin.

It's been 2 years I'm staying in the shadows, hoping he would somehow notice but nothing.

2 years I've been silent, and the day I finally decide to tell him everything, I see him kissing Jaemin.

My life is just a succession of failures.

They are dating since the beginning.

And me I'm just the man who's here to decorate, the second lead of the story, a ghost, as always.

And despite all of that I still hope to have a chance. I still have a chance to tell him those words...

I love you...

Lee Jeno...

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HIII

Our boys are finally dating!!

And we learnt that Renjun loves Jeno!

NOW BE READY FOR THE DRAMA

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I'll see you next week <3

~Maya ~