Alfaaz

23.amaya

"I don't want you in my car." Everyone gasped at my rudeness but he was unfazed.

"In my car." He said in stern yet gentle voice.

"You can have yours I will have mine." I shrugged. This is the first argument I had in last two years no one dared to speak a word againt me.

"How about we all go annu  bhai's car maya you come with faris Or abdul." Husna tried to cool the air but I turned icy air

"I will drive alone."I announced and settled in my  car than drove on the roads hating him in my home.

Who allowed him in atleast faris would have known how he will be around me but still he is behaving like his tongue is on walk.

I played surahs and drove but suddenly it started raining. What!!

Allah! Taking deep breath I stopped the car my hand still on steering wheel and volume up the recitation because I know I might panick and cry here.

Taking deep breaths to calm myself I closed my eyes and inhaled-exhaled inhaled-exhaled.

When that wasn't working I leaned my head on steering wheel. My hands turned cold the voice of pitter patter is something I hate now. I could feel cold sweat on my forehead. Ya Allah!

I shrieked when heard a loud knock on car window. Taking a deep breath I lower the window to hear his concern voice.

"Let me drive Amaya" His eyes held something I hate now, love for me!

I shook my head and jumped on passenger seat. I shut my eyes gulping my tears, and wiping the sweat.

"Since when you have Ombrophobia." I sighed and changed the casette  to songs and volumed up to a pitch. He tried to low it but I again raised it.

🎶Jahaan jad kol si
Naa qadr naa mol si
Chhad aaye apne hi vede
Mulk paraaye ne
Gharaan de kiraye ne
Ho lay apne si jede
Ho kallan labhda phiran din-raat
Labhda phiraan tera saath
Saaiyaan karaa de mulaqaat
Jitthe vasdi, Jitthe vasdi
Jitthe vasdi Khudaai

I don't why I loved rain but this man really had an effect on me. I hate it when his scent gets mixed with mine. I hate the time when we shared the love I hate it when he tries to be caring all of a sudden.

Jadon ambaraan barasya paani
Mitti di khushbu.. mitti di khushbu..
Mitti di khushboo aayi

Jadon mere sheher nu
Jaande dekhe ghair nu
Jaandiyaan si meri vi sadaavan

Betha kinni door main
Hoke majboor main
Rabba teri kidda di sajaavan
Ik sun le aawaaz
Ik poori kar de meri aas
Ik mann jaa ardaas

Why is he doing this? Didn't he want me death or didn't he tried to kill me? Am I mad here to do whatever he says to do.

Otho na mud ke, Otho na mud ke
Otho na mud ke bulaayin

Jadon ambaraan barasya paani
Mitti di khushbu..
Mitti di khushbu..
Mitti di khushboo aayi 🎶

Why is he doing this? Didn't he want me death or didn't he tried to kill me? Am I mad here to do whatever he says to do.

The car stopped which made me run in with a umbrella over. My anger took over my fear. I can't even bear his presence now.

Still! Still this heart yearns for him, his love his every emotions.

I walked in to see two pregnant women eating along with my family.

On seeing me ayesha stood and tried to run but I reached her and engulfed myself in her arms.

I kissed her hair as she sniffed, rubbing my back. Nadia stood slowly and I hugged her from side as she was heavily pregnant.

"Who is first and I heard only about ayesha" I asked with curiosity and glee they both are really a goal now.

"We both are together in this and exact date is given. Only you are left! Hurry up Amaya."I raised my brows on the comment passed by nadia.

As if realised, she  looked around to see everyone staring me Or say mommy and tayijaan with two chachi too.

"She meant that I should hurry up and marry someone to join them. Which is impossible because you both are towards the end of pregnancy women!"I covered up but felt him looking me Or say boring holes on me

They both didn't left my side and spoke about everything and anything. Nadia here and there almost told about I and nabhaan but we were save.

I could see mommy and tayijaan being suspicious about me. And I will  not say her the truth. Because I know how this all will end up.

To be continue.......