Lyrics

Song 4

Watch Me Bleed
Hana Hate
The beginning

As your footsteps grow closer.
I hear you twist the doorknob.
I I hear you enter.
An expressionless face.
Something I thought I would never think.
That I would ever live to see.
And I watch you stumble back.
The sight of me though enjoys you.
Because you see I'm in pain.
And I hear you beg.
As I'm clinging on to.
The last drops of my life.
Why like this?
And all I could say was..
I'm fucking sick of myself.
And my life has become a swirling displeasure.
And I'm tired of everyone always.
Being pissed at me for no reason.
I hear you call me pathetic.
And I hear you laugh.
It's times like this that.
Let me know that I'm better off dead.
Because no one really cares anyways.
You watch me bleed.
And call it comedy.
But really this what happens.
When you keep everything bottled up.
For way to long.
Because it cast's an effect on you.
And you just can't take it anymore.
Maybe if I wasn't trapped in this mind.
Of mine well.
I know that I would be far better off.
But it's people like me.
The one's who go through the pain.
The most pain.
That deserve it the least out of anyone.
And yet it keeps coming back.
To haunt us like a long dead ghost.
I wish you could truly see what you have done to me.
But your too far gone to see anything.
Bad that you have caused.
Because in the end.
You knew all of the little white pills.
In the whole wide world.
Couldn't save me from myself.
Because once you broke me.
Everything around me.
Suddenly formed cracks in it to.
Now you feel no guilt.
As I no longer can here.
But I know your walking away.
Happy you don't have to deal with me.
Because all I was to you was downer.
Because your pain isn't enough.
And you feel like shit.
So to make you feel better.
You hurt everything around you.
Just to feel real again.
And I know that.
You have always wanted me dead.
And you just couldn't wait.
To watch me bleed.

Hana Hate 2022