Our little secret

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we got back to the dorms only to be seen by Jackson.

"What the hell are you doing with my girl?"

"your girl? someone's taking this new relationship seriously"

"Yeah, I am, and you aren't. Just running around with other guys!" he turns to me throwing his hands in the air making me flinch

"Hey! leave her out of this, be a dick to me, not her"

"I will do whatever I want to, you are so desperate you're trying to get with my girlfriend! He would just break your heart, he's a player. Do you want to be his next little whore?" the black haired boy scoffs pushing Ace's shoulder directing the last part to me.

"So I can't hang out with ace just because we're dating?"

"Ace? You use fucking nicknames, I haven't heard you use a single one for me! And you told me you were just being tutored!"

"Can I not have friends?! Stop being a fucking baby and get over the fact I hang out with guys! I'm a big girl, i'll do what I want, that just proves how much you trust me" I scoff walking through the hall to get to my room. But can he trust me? I was cuddling with him! And I was happy, butterflies swarmed my stomach, my brain went fuzzy, happiness over whelming me, have I ever felt that with Jackson?

No stop. Of course I feel that with Jackson he's my boyfriend for gods sake! Ace hates me, he always will. I heard what he said. I'm a nobody, and he could never get along with me. He is probably doing this to get close to me so he can break me. Like another one of his games.

Why have me when he can have any other girl, a perfect girl, who's skinny, with good skin, and small thighs, who has the perfect ass, and a good personality.

Why have the insecure girl, with a stomach, and big thighs, who has acne, and is embarrassing to pick up. Aiyana and Scarlett probably aren't scared of stupid stuff like that, they probably don't think twice if someone picks them up because they know it's not hard. I'm terrified of someone picking me up.

A tear slips down my face, I stare at myself in the mirror thinking about how I wish I looked. Like-

"Scarlett! Come on, we need to get Sky!" I quickly brush the tear from my cheek, thank god my eyes aren't puffy, I run to my bathroom and brush my hair before I wait, I sit there for what felt like an hour but i'm reality was only about twenty seconds.

"Sky! Get your swim suit on let's go!"

"One second!" I yell back and change into a swimsuit. I put a light blue triangle top, the blue bringing out the color in my eyes. Putting on matching blue bottoms I avoid the mirror for obvious reasons.

I throw on an oversized shirt and jean shorts on top of the suit, walking out of my dorm i see everyone sitting in the hall talking.

"Hey! Everyone let's go" Cody presses the elevator button

"Where are we going" That feels like a stupid question but I want to know, are we going to a lake? A pool?

"We're going to the lake like five minutes away, we need to take two cars" I watch as Aiyana tosses Angel keys to her white Jeep.

"I'll drive anyone else" Ace gestures to the keys in his hand

"You and Sky go together, everyone else will fit in my car" Aiyana winks at me and I flip her off, she knows I have a boyfriend, plus, Ace hates me and I don't like him.