Alfaaz

13.Amaya

I didn't  know when I started playing with his hairs my tumb on his forehead and my other fingers playing with his small thick black locks. It was really calming to feel my fingers in his hairs like my fingers were waiting for this.

"You want mine?" I blinked now hairs don't speak right?

But hair's owners does.

"You want it?"

"Huh!" I glanced him to see his eyes open immediately pulling my hand to my heart I stared him with guilt.

"What was my wife doing?" Oh him and his wife.

"Nothing just you know......." I gulped embarrassed getting caught.

"Nihar rahi thi....?" I smiled blinking my eyes not having words.

"Sorry if I woke you" I said in low voice. He elbowed himself and kept his and over his palm with a 'umph.'

"What's with you amaya?" He asked in  low gentle voice making me shiver under his gaze

"What's with me?" I asked frowning

"Staring me and smiling....." He wiggle his brown up and down.

Sorry but you still look cute in sleep." I turned  to window telling him. In next minute I felt a strong huge hand on my stomach and breath on my neck.

A shiver and zoo was enough but this current I felt feeling him so close to me was something else like out of the universe. Allah!!

"You are really precious to me jaan." I heard his low gentle voice near my ear.

"Woh chand dikh raha hain aapko?"I gazed the  moon asking him

" mere paas bhi ek hain."I chuckle at his cheesy line.

"Aap bilkul waise hi hoon sabh log aapko dur se dekhe par unn taaron ki tarah kareeb se dikhne ka haq sirf mera hain." I smiled and felt him chuckle burning me with his gaze.

"Tum toh shayer nikli yaar..." We laugh softly.

"Pata nahi nabhaan kaise itni khushnaseeb ho mein ke aap mere paas hain.... Sabhi log waha aapke naam  sunkar sharma jaate the pata hain. Abh kya karo mein itne ache insaan ko apne saath rakh kar samajh nahi araha."  He laughed at my words

"Dekho amaya kuch cheezo ka sirf shukr aada karna chahiye aur use apne dill ke paas rakhna chahiye. Tum bhi wahi karlo." I nodded staring him. His face looking magical under moonlight

"Nabhaan itna asaan nahi hoga kuch cheezein aapko abhi nahi pata isiliye aise hain par ek waqt aayega jabh aap mujhe chorna chahenge. Pata nahi tabh kya karo." I admitted a fear in me.

"Mein tumhe agar choro bhi na tum mera intezaar karna jaise woh taarein karte hain chand ka. Kyuki raath ke baad subha aur subha ke baad raath bhi hoti hain. Tum iss chand ka intezar karna bas aur kuch nahi karna." I sighed gulping my tears

"Pakka na kuch ho jae mere paas hi aaoge na. " I could feel my fear taking over.

"Amaya bas pareshaan hori ho abhi fajr hogi na apna khana khaa kar seedhi ho jaogi pata hain mujhe." I tried to ease the tension in room

"Itna achaa jante hain toh kal jaaker ammi ka haal dekh kar aajao." I again did a mistake.

"Amaya! "His warning and my sigh made us stand for fajr namaz.

While nabhaan went to masjid I sat on  jaanemaz and offered  salah.

I was doing dikr on fingers when  remember that almost a week has gone with me being here and  mommy being there both separate.

raising my hands with a hope in front of  Almighty.

'Ya Allah! You know  everything and also know what nabhaan has went through.... I don't know but Allah he is the only man who can make me feel save. I ask you to grant sabr to my parents and help me move on from my past which is stopping me from looking at my man who keeps me happy'.

'Ya Rehman you know better you know what goes in my heart and what I feel please have reham on me and help me to bring nabhaan close to his family. Grant sabr and fate to my parents who are in grief on my loose and forgive me for I am the reason of thier tears. I ask forgiveness for shattering thier heart and bring them to this state where they shouldn't. Ameen!! '

I palmed my face and stood to fold my jaanemaz when heard low recitation of surah rehman. Now I know that no one have Arabic accent here.

Than who is it?

To be continue...............